The Lost One

Chapter four;

"Okay."

I'm nervous. It's probably nothing and I really shouldn't worry about it but...

Why would they take me to another hospital if it was nothing? Did she find something?

Is she just being safe?

Do I have Ebola ?!?

Okay, I need to calm down. Breathe.

Breathe. Breathe.

Doctor Ymani comes back in as the door creaks with her sheepish smile she walks in.

"So, in about 5 minutes you guys can leave and head up to the hospital. Okay?" She nods her head questionly.

I nod to agree.

Not like I have a choice.

So, I get my flu shots since I'm already there; then we leave.

The drive up is silent. Too silent for my liking.

But right now I like it because my mind is about to explode with thoughts everywhere.

If you put a bad situation in my mind it's like putting a fork in the microwave.

Once we finally get there, it's such a great hospital that almost everyone and anyone is here. So my mom is currently searching for a spot while I walk to the waiting room.

But once again, I feel like I'm being watched.... This is getting annoying. But once again I ignore it. I have other things on my mind than to play Nancy Drew.

A few minutes pass by while I'm currently texting Jared.

Julia:

What are you doing?

I changed his name because it got annoying and, technically we're not "together" until I can trust him again.

Jared:

Watching tv 📺 you? 😁

Julia:

Waiting.

OOPS. I wasn't supposed to say that. I don't want Jarred to know about this, it will get him worked up for nothing. And IF it is something big, I'm not going to freak out being I didn't tell him. I'll just tell him smoothly in conversation.

Jared:

Waiting for what? 👀

Ugh quick come up with an excuse brain! Waiting for... Facebook to load?? No... That's stupid. waiting for pizza? WHATEVER, I'll take what I can get.

Julia:

Pizza. 🍕

Jared: YOU WENT OUT WITHOUT ME?!?! How dare you.

Julia:

lol, well sorry master.

Jared:

Julia I'm serious.

Oh.

OH.

Yikes...

He's creeping me out.. What do I say?

Julia:

Oh. Well gotta go pizza's here!!!! Byee

Jared:

I shut my phone off before I can see his text.

Just then I notice my Mom is sitting next to me reading a magazine.

How did I not notice her?

"Julia Parks." A loud voice echoes .

God?

No it sounds like a female. Then I look straight ahead towards a glaring female who looks like she wishes she could quit her job.

"C'mon mom." I say as I grab her hand.

"This way," says a perky lady who looks way more happy than the other nurse.

A lot of shots, tests, and scans later, the doctor comes in.

"Hi Julia." He says boringly.

"Hi." I say curiously. This is bad very bad I can feel it coming something's wrong with me.

"I'm going to break the news to you very slowly okay? So sit." He says and I sit obediently. "There is cancer spreading from your leg towards your lower torso. It's grown to much and I'm afraid all we can do is treat it and pray it will go away." He says frowning. Now it's type of cancer.. And most kids that have it end up dying before 18 or around 18." He says as my moms tearing up. I'm still in shock.

"Do I have a certain amount of months?" I ask my voice breathy and shaky.

"No, just up until your 18." He says pausing for a second to catch a breath. "But if it does go away I'm just going to tell you there's a 64% chance it will come back." He states as my mom sobs.

I'm going to die...

"Now don't jump to conclusions this is a great hospital we've help 18% of cancer patients here become healthy again. But you have a choice whether you want to be treated or not... So I'll leave you two alone." He says walking out.

My moms glassy eyes look into mine. "Julia we have to treat you okay?" She says calming down a bit.

"No mom. I don't want to be treated. If God gave me cancer obviously I'm supposed to die." I state sadly.

After a long argument I tell mom this is what I want and eventually she leaves it be.

The drive home is awkward.

Once we get there I hop out and head to my room to grab my stuff and run out.

Once I'm out of the house I run to the nearest park and sob on the bench arm.

Then I feel a poke.

"Julia?" Says a familiar voice.

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Oct. 13th 2014

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