Salxtravis love me..

Chapter 16

Sal and larry were on the road heading to new jersey and blasting music at the moment they were jamming to some random rock song on the radio sal looked around when he heard a voice... Travis...? "Sal.... Baby please wake up I need you... " sal was confused... What did that mean.. He looked at larry but it was his mom... Sals eyes nearly popped out of his head "mom?!" Sal yelled his mom smiled at him they were now in a field... "Mommy can i pet the doggy?" No! I felt myself running towards the dog... Then all of the sudden I was in Larry's room... "It will all make sense soon sal... Tell my mom...I love and miss her and I'm sorry..." Sal started to cry he didn't understand... What the fuck was going on... Sal closes his eyes tightly seeing a large white light "doctor! He's moving!" Was all he heard before his eyes opened.... He quickly jumped up and looked around he was.... In the hospital.. Sal jumped feeling Lisa and his dad hug him tightly "d...dad... Lisa... Where's larry..." Sal looks beside him seeing Travis and his eyes widened about To scream but the doctor came in "good morning sal I'm dr.Parker you've been in a coma for three months after you tried to over dose how are you feeling?" Sal literally felt his eyes pop out of his head "I...I... I was in a coma.. That means...." Sal starts to cry hard everything was a dream... Larry really is gone.. But that means... Sal looked at Travis and smiled through his tears "b..baby..." Was all he said and he hugged Travis back tightly crying into his shoulder "w...when did I.." Sal felt Travis kiss his lips so sal returned the kiss "after Larry's funeral... I found you in the bathroom sal... I thought... I thought I lost you.." Sal looked at Travis as he speaked "I'm so sorry trav.." Sal looks at Lisa and his dad "I'm sorry..." Sal then remembered what larry said before he woke up and sal smiles at Lisa "mom..." He said softly "Larry said he loves and misses you... And he's sorry..." Sal hugged Lisa back when she hugged him crying... Sal still couldn't wrap his head around what is happening...

After a few days sal got released from the hospital he laughed when he got carried out by Travis and put in his dads car, once they were in the Car sal curled up in travis arms "when I was... In a coma.... I had the weirdest dream..." Sal said softly shaking his head when travis asked what it was "doesn't matter baby.. I'm just... I'm glad I'm here..." He smiles softly and closes his eyes yawning "I'm tired.." He hears travis chuckle and hold sal closer "you've been asleep for three months how the fuck are you tired?" Sal puts his finger to travis lips "sssh" soon sal fell asleep curled up into travis arms

Suicide warning

Dream/flashback

After sal and travis got home from the funeral sal felt... Numb... He felt dead... He curled up on his bed saying no to every type of food travis tried to get him after travis was done helping sals dad clean up he climbed into the bed wrapping his arms around sal, sal curled into his arms and sniffles "I love you travis... Never forget that..." He felt Travis kiss his head and sal stands up "I need to have a bath..." Sal shakes his head when travis asked if he needed help sal walked into the bathroom and closed the door but not locking it he turns on the bath and puts the plug in he grabs his dads sleeping pills and takes the whole bottle grabbing the knife he had in his pocket he sits in the bathtub with all his clothes on opening up the knife he pushes it agaisnt His arm and pushes hard slicing into his arm... Sal felt himself slowly dose off and he finally passes out.. Slowly slipping in and out of consciousness he heard Travis screaming and he felt himself get picked up but finally passed out fully going limp in travis' arms....."

End of dream

Sal jolts up waking up in his bed and he pants softly... Holy fuck... Sal remembers that night.. He felt tears fall down his cheeks and he gets up grabbing his game boy and he runs out of His room running outside the building and over to Larry's tree house he needed to know Larry actually killed himself... He needed to know what was real... Sal turns on his game boy "larry?! Please I need you.." He heard the scream and gasps seeing larry he tears up "did you actually kill yourself... Or did you get killed..." Larry sighs and he looks down "I.... I did it sal" sal sits down on the ground crying into his knees realizing he really was in a coma... Sal jumps feeling arms wrap around him and he looks seeing it was travis... He curled into the male crying hard "I'm so confused... Is he really gone..." Travis sighs and kisses sals head "yes sal..." Sal let's out whimper and cries into travis' arms as he clings to travis... Why did the coma dream feel so real.... Why did Larry have to go.. Why was my life a fucking mess....

(( IM SORRY IT WAS A SHIT CHAPTER IM SUPER BUSY BUT I GOT ONE OUT AND I CRIED WRITING THIS ONE