Late night thoughts

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by realpeopleonly2

by realpeopleonly2

Late night thoughts are the worse. You ignore these thoughts and feelings during the day and then at night when you are all tucked in bed and ready to go to sleep they hit you.

Mine hit me 1000 miles an hour. My thoughts are just crazy in the nights.

I sit awake and I overthink everything.

I overthink what people think of me.
Past relationships and friendships.
Family members.

I overthink everything.

Overthinking is the worse. Lately more than ever I just can't seem to go to bed without staying up half the night.

I've come to realise I overthink because I care too much.

It's good to care but it's unhealthy to care how much I do.

Caring is a funny thing.

I can be the most caring and nicest person you could ever meet or the worst.

Most people would say the worse.

Oh well......

I don't know what it is but I've had a different look on my life and everything around me for the last 3/4 months.

I see everything for what it really is.

I've accepted that myself as an individual is ugly on the outside but on the inside also.

I've come to terms with things I couldn't deal with.

Tonight my mind is wandering. I feel uneasy and very unsettled.

When I go to bed and it's dark and quiet my head pounds.

The demons inside my head party at night.

This is a pain that I just can't put my finger on.

When I write this I'm not looking for sympathy I'm writing this because this is how I feel and I wanted to see if any of you my darlings can relate.

Overthinking kills. My concentration and nerves go straight out the window.

When overthinking chuck on some music. Occupy yourself.

Doing nothing the demons come out but going out with friends etc shuts the demons up for a little while.

For all those out there who are overthinking don't you worry everything will sort it self out.

That's all for tonight
Love
A