I'd say I love you but I'd die when I say it to you (on hold)

When he broken my heart!

Everybody thought it was rare when really it's not just like Cameron Walker said it happens often but not all the time and now I'm broken hearted cause I think they only relaxed cause they didn't want us to know that they are forbidding us to see each other.

Some people are wondering what happened to Josh and I, to be quite honest I don't even know what's going on either and I think Josh is feeling the same but I wouldn't know that cause most people don't know that we're different from them.

Josh and I are forbidden lovers cause our parents aren't letting us see our mates which is to never happen. Cause if that happens we grow and we lose the love for them and grow love for a human which isn't allowed unless you reject them. Which that rarely ever happens.

I swear they are doing this on purpose casue they know what happens when you sperate me from my mate for to long I will go insane and then it'll get worse cause I will grow the need to do it with him I will not stop cause I love him so much it hurts me to think about him.

Darling are you alright? mom said

no mom I'm not cause you and dad are forbidding me to see my mate which is against the law by the way

Darling we are only doing this cause this is not okay with you and Josh cause it's rare

father said

no it's not we saw Cameron and Isabella the other day why don't you go and ask them?

Cause darling it's dangerous for us to go with out one of you guys Mother said

You say its dangerous when this happens more often then they say it does Mother I said

But darling you dont know this all you know is that what he told you guys and Im not risking your lives Im not willing to lose you said Mother.

Im not willing to lose him I said.

I know sweetheart, I know she said.

But how can you keep me from him? We go to the same school I asked

We arent changing schools she said

Uh... why? I asked

Cause you guys already said I love you right? she asked.

Yeah we did I said.

We cant do anything if you said that she said.

Ok? I said

I put the wall up cause Im done talking with my father and mother they've hurt me enough

"darling I need to tell you something important" my mother said aloud to me "okay" I said "what is it mother?" I questioned "well I was like you and your mate but I never told your father cause I was afraid that he would reject me and I know that its more often that both mates remember but its just your father told me that I remembered he would reject me and now your in my situation that I probably should fix very soon" she said and that surprised me cause I never knew that maybe thats why they did that to me?

Hopefully this made up for all the times i have updated sorry that i didnt