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Suffocating by my own thoughts,
Choking on my own air,
Breathing in a dark smoke,
Reaching for the hand of my lover to pull me above water.
Reaching for a familiar face to kiss familiar air into my blood stream,
The face of the boy I once loved not recognizable,
Slowly sinking to the bottom in a panicked state,
I Slowly lost grip of a one-sided love.
Watching the face of the one I once love, love someone new,
Watching the one I once loved forget me within a millisecond of watching me drown in my own sea of depression,
In my shelled throne of despair, I'll still wade for you.
Because my love for you is true, not matter how hard the tides crash to separate us.
Although you love your freedom too much, I hope one day you'll wash back upon my shore.
-𝑢𝑛𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝐿.
