Eliminated Memories

• Remembering •

"Are you okay? Do you remember anything at all? Oh what have I done"
Finally a voice I remember.

"Uh..im fine. I guess" I said to ease his worries of hurting me.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, " I laugh despite myself

"Ok. Well, did I do it? Did I really do it?" He asks urgently

"Whoaw hold up there. Take it easy"

"Sorry I'm just a bit too excited"

"I'm sorry but I don't think I have my memories back." And I am sorry. Not only to him but also to myself.

"I'm sorry I made you do that for nothing, Draco."

"It's alright. So you don't remember the firepit? Where me you and Seamus always we're when we tried to cheer you up?"
When he said this I felt myself take the biggest breath in and fall backwards again. But this time it seemed no one was quick enough to catch me before I hit the ground.

It's only when I hit the ground that I remember the fire pit.
I used to get into fights with my mother about things. She sometimes would make me go to sleep really early thinking that it would help me with my "nightmares". I would tell her that they weren't nightmares, but future memories but she never believed me. That's why we always fought. And I was four at the moment.
What has happened to me?

"Ugh. What happened to me?" I ask but get no answer so I try again louder this time
"Draco? Keen? Barbar? Where are you guys?" I just realized that my fights with my mother aren't the only thing that I remember. I remember all the creatures I've created. Their names. Their looks. Personalities and interests.

Draco is a dragon boy. I made him when a girl that lived next door got a boyfriend and made fun of me cause I didn't have one. I was so embarrassed that I dreamt of Draco. He was cooler and way nicer than her boyfriend. And Barbar is a bear that can talk and sing. He was also a boy.

I only made 2 girls to be my best friends back in kindergarten. There named were Haven and Helen. Blonde and Burnett. Nice and protective girls. They were sort of humans that turned to wolves whenever someone hurt me. I forgot what I called them at the time but I remember they were special to me. I remember we did everything together.
Well, whenever I wasn't with Seamus. They never really liked Seamus for a reason I did not know. Whenever he came over to my house they would pretend they had something important to do like homework from my mom or my grandmother. It was weird. I never got around to asking them why they did that. I just assumed they didn't like Seamus.

"Guys! Where are you?" It felt like hours already since they've been gone and I didn't think they wanted me to go so I stayed and tried to sleep. It was hard to sleep on rocks and dirt but I can manage. And I did manage. I fell asleep quicker than I expected.