Behind Her Tears

Chapter Six

I know it isn't just me! I'm wide awake. I know he said those words.

I know you like it with windows open.

Did he just said something from our past? Did he really remember that? Did he, now?

Ghad! I'm being ridiculous! I've heard it, fine. He said it, fine! Why do I have to overreact?

Is this how women react whenever their ex boyfriend said something from past, thus they were expecting that even just a little, just a little, they miss them? Or is it just me, again?

I've had so many questions. And no one can blame me. I have to ask. I want to enlighten myself. I want to clear my thoughts.

However, my answer to all my questions are rooted to just one thingㅡI love him.

Will that ever change?

My mind is clouded with many things but of one thought. I feel very tired and exhaustedㅡemotionally perhaps.

My eyelids are getting heavy. Very well!

Why can't I just forget him just as I want? Why things complicate when you want peace?

Then I remember my teacher saying, That's the irony of life.

Yes, indeed.

Soon enough, I fall asleep, thinking of him.

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I don't care about the past
I just want our love to last
How can you be mad if you don't remember?

I must forgive you
And you must forgive me too
If we wanna try to put things back
The way they used to be

I was awaken by the shaking of the van. I guess we're crossing a really rough road. I didn't mind to open my eyes. I'm still sleepy.

Great! Jed Madela is singing The Past. I didn't mind. My place is so comfortable. I am being embrace by some warmth. I couldn't anymore feel the cold from the vehicle's aircon.

I felt something like this is my home kind of feeling. I don't know. Maybe because I'm still sleepy or what.

Then I heard someone says, 'Still sleeping?'

And then another voice said, 'Yep.'

'Hon, are you alright with this?'

'Of course, Dave, honey'

'Great! Now, let's get out of here Chloe. I know Dave can manage that.'

'Alright. Bye hon! Follow inside,kay?

'Sure thing.'

'Take care of her'

'Of course.'

I must be crazy! I could still hear their voices in my dreams! Jeez! I really should rest more!

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I was awaken when I felt something on my head. I flinch. It was heavy!

I open my eyes to see Dave resting on me!

He opened his eyes and smiled lazily at me. I froze. Ghad! We're still on this effin' van, sleeping for how many hours, no one knows!

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AN: Hi! So, I'll put this temporarily On Hold for the reason that I wanted to publish my new story here, which would definitely be my priority. You might wanna check it out soonㅡSeige Of Pleasures, PG-18 written in Filipino. And please do have time to read my Short Story entitled 'The Fraternity'ㅡit has only 4 parts. Thank you so much! :*