Monday came around, and the live shows were on tonight. I felt like i had barely spent any time with julian but i understood he had x factor commitments. There was only 3 weeks to go so he had to use every spare moment he could to rehearse. We chilled in the spa a few times, with jayden and natasha and watched tv but that was it. It was ok though, cause if i was still in adelaide i would be single and not with him at all, not even able to get a cuddle here or two. I had been spending sometime with natasha and she was coming with me to the show tonight.
I met up with natasha and we went and bought new dresses for x factor, it was my first time going to t a live show to see julian, well my first time going to an x factor live show ever besides his audition and I was excited to see him perform.
Natasha and i got ready and headed over to x factor, we got there early so we could wish the boys luck. Julian came over to me and kissed me "one for good luck" he said i kissed him again "one because i can" i replied and he winked then ran back to where he was suppose to be.
As the boys were performing they were even better live then trent tripped on one of the dances and made a quick cover as you could tell cause he was doing something different. The song finished and the judges said their comments. Ronan said "Great performance as per usual, but trent you aren't meant to fall for the dances" everyone laughed by the time i knew it the show was over. Natasha and I went back stage to see the boys.
"Sorry amanda" trent said to the girl he tripped on "it's ok, but you really shouldn't be falling for me that fast" she replied. All the boys laughed
"hey babe, you did amazing" i said to julian "it was because of that good luck kiss" we both laughed.
Julian and I went and got an ice-cream then walked hand in hand he dropped his ice-cream on me by accident "Thanks alot" i laughed i put my ice-cream in his face softly "it's like coneing except completely different" he leant over to me and kissed me to put the ice-cream in my face. I looked at him and he looked at me and we burst out laughing at the fact we were covered in ice-cream.
We went back to the hotel and washed the ice-cream off. "goodnight beautiful" he said "goodnight julian i mean handsome" i winked he laughed and walked to his room.
I laid in my bed, and went on twitter. I saw julian's tweeted "Great night, so much fun performing, great to have my girlfriend there for the first time"
i retweeted it, and got off of twitter and went to bed.
The next day was the results show, he went to rehearse again and i went to look for a job i found a few places to apply for and waited to see if i'd get an interview.
Before i knew it, it was time to go see the results show they called out "the collective" i was so happy and i saw him look at me then at the end of the show i texted him and said i will wait for you at the back. Next thing i knew all these girls were running towards the boys, i ran to the other side of the road to get out of the way and then saw all the boys running as there were about 300 girls chasing after them i decided to walk back to the hotel by my self when i got back i went and sat in the spa for about 20 minutes before i saw julian walk over. "hey i'm sorry" he said "it's not your fault, your perfect" i replied "what i'm not perfect" he said "all those girls think you are, and so do i" i replied "but." i cut him off "what if i'm not good enough for you, or pretty enough for you there are so many other girls out there prettier than me, why me julian?" i nearly broke down in tears realising his new found fame was different from when he was just mine. Ok so i was overreacting i just hadn't had to deal with having to share him before and i wasn't sure that i could be the girl he wants when there was so many girls out there better than me.
I went back up stairs and went to bed, he just let me go as he could see talking wasn't going to help so i just slept it off.
The next morning i woke up julian was gone he had to go to a TV interview bright and early so we didn't have the chance to talk.
I turned on the TV to see his interview they asked questions about what's the best part of their journey so far and crazy fan encounters and so on then the next question popped up.
So who here has a girlfriend?
