neighbor :
woah, you disappeared againwriting to a void..
again
three months since you left
and didn't come back...
fucking motorcyclist!
did you know that he also passed away?
and i am so happy for that...sorry
he took away the most precious thing in my life!
you..
i remember all stuff we did together
the first kiss under the moon, then your mother interrupted us
how jealous i was of calum.
i love you so much princess
i didn't say much that you're so damn beautiful.
hood said you thought i was hot.
well, there's no one hotter and more attractive human than you!
love you babe
to moon and back
sorry honey
ashton is broken too
he reads old messages as i do
but he's not crying anymore, he cried it all out a long time ago.
but i'll probably be crying for a long time.
they say if a man cries, he's weak.
fuck that
but yeah.. i'm so weak
you'd be glad if i went on living
would find a girl, start a family
but i can't
all my thoughts are filled with you and only you
together, it seems we could conquer everest
but..
that 'but' hurts
sorry about everything
loved you, maddy blossom, my juliette. love you, and will continue to love you.