Fake smiles.// Colby Brock fanfic

Hurt.

Luna's pov
Today me and Lily are going over to the traphouse! Once we get there I see Colby sitting on the couch. He looked up as he heard us come in. He looked at Lily and smiled, then he got up and hugged her. "Hey Lily! I missed you!"he then looked at me and smiled, then hugged me like he did to Lily. "Hey cutie!" Cutie? That's new. "Hey Colbs!" As we pulled away he pulled Lily to the couch with him. And he wrapped his arm around her. She looked back at me and mouthed 'I'm sorry'. I just nodded and walked over to jake. I had a little bit of a crush on him.

"Hey Jakey poo!" He laughed and said " never call me that again!" I smiled at him "you have a beautiful smile!" I blushed then looked down to hide it. "Thanks!" I whispered. He laughed and then walked out side. But I ran after him then jumped on his back. He looked at me and laughed. "What?" I asked. " What was that for?" He questioned. "I missed you!" He smiled

Maybe I can finally move on from Colby, but it'll be hard. I got off of jakes back and walked beside him and just talked about random things. Once the conversation ended with jake I went inside to see Lily and Colby kissing. Ouch that hurts. Why can't I just be happy like Lily? Maybe it's because I'm not made to be happy, I'm just made to hurt.

I went up to Colby to ask if I could use one of his hoodies. "Hey Colby?" He looked up at me. "Yeah?" He asked. "Can i barrow one of your hoodies I'm really cold" he looked kinda annoyed. But I don't know why I did nothing to him. "Mine are all dirty but you can use one of jakes" I nodded and ran up the steps to jakes room. I knocked at the door and Heard a faint 'come in.' I walked in to see jake laying down. He smiled as soon as he seen it was me. "Hey bubba can I use one of your hoodies?" He gave me his biggest smile ever! "Of course princess!" Since I always call him bubba he calls me princess and I love it! He walked over to his closet and handed one to me.

I slipped it on and it smelled just like him! I loved his hoodies! "Thanks bubba!" He nodded and smiled! Why is it that I always smiled around jake but when I'm around someone else I always fake my smiles? Is it because I feel so insecure around every one else especially Colby . I always feel left out even though I'm with people. I'm always on the outside looking in and I hate it. I feel like I don't belong here I'm the odd one out.

A/n
Hope you guys liked this chapter! Sorry I took forever to post! I'll post again soon!