I know things are wrong the world is bad but I found someone I liked not just liked I loved his and I crashed as fast as I fell yea it was about a week or two and I was deeply in love but I was happy but he told me he was the same things were perfect but like they say nothing ever is I was not dating him but we talked as if we were calling eachother baby and babe cuddling kissing that stuff so I asked him out and practically threw myself at him because no sleep for a few days and madly in love me don't mix well he didn't want to date me he wanted someone else but wanted me as a side chick and extremely emotional me said yes to that and a week later he then just wants to be friends because I was scared yes I didn't want to be sexual so what but he disappeared for four days with nothing of course I'm gonna worry the hell out who wouldn't like that I sent about 3 text each day and he said that was way to much I'm sorry I was really worried but why do I do this to myself
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RandomI wanna be open about my life and if you wanna read go head but please don't hate me or comment bad things I have a really hard time doing so and people hating it hurts and I just wanna open myself up and talk about how I fell and get it out online...
