You never walk alone

I think I fell

I fell again I really want him close and with me I reread messages from him I've saved photos of him and look at them in the in the day when he's asleep and can't talk I love when we can call when we do we overly don't talk we just watch eachother sometimes he flexes and I don't really mind it he does have a really good body he's got muscles and abbs and he's proud of it and I do like it but flexing dose kinda grosses me out but I haven't told him but it's OK my friends have seen him and his body and say he's hot but his face is ugly but I don't think so he's got a tinny beard which I think is cute and his his hair is long almost to his shoulders and has a blond part that he bleached but it's grown out it mostly sits on the left side of his head but sometimes some of it or all of it sits on the right side I honestly love it all he says he's really short and he hates it but it's cute to me he still now taller then me so it's OK and I've fallen for his twice now he is a bit touchy but I've gotten use to it he's really sweet to but also like all guys he is a bit older but that doesn't really bother us I really love him and I want him with me so badly I can't wait to be with him