You never walk alone

To young

I hate people saying I'm to young for things but the worst has happened this time because I'm "to young " I've been with a guy who is 4 years older then me we both kept it from out parents because they wouldnt be happy and because of me his mother found out I texted him and his mother saw it come up on his phone so he had to tell her and explain she was really mad giving him two choices the first break up with me and stay living at home or stay with me moving out he doesn't have anywhere to go so he would be homeless and he lives in a dangerous place so that's out of the question so we were forced to end its the most painful thing finding out the person you love most in world there parents hate you because you are "to young" I hate it all I want to do is go over there and prove to his family that I can be with him and that it shouldn't matter to much we can't talk for two weeks because of his exams and so his family thinks things are over with us who knows what will happen when we talk again if we can go back to how we were or try be friends it's only been one day and I miss him so much it really hurts what's happened I want him back I don't know how I'm gonna sleep because I normally think about being with him bug that will end up me crying a lot missing him more I'll try my best to distract myself from him but I know I'll fail and there will be times I look at his pics and cry and read out texts again wishing he was here and it never happened I just want him back but it's my fault he's goin and I'm the mess he's in I hate myself for it