Lolly And Blondie

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Lolly & BlondieLolly

Just fuck off.

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I apologized again. What the fuck is wrong with me?

The minute I said those two words, I wished I never did in the first place. Due to the fact that Blondie had this shocked look on her face, clearly, she didn't expect for me to say those words. Hell, I didn't even expect it. However, I couldn't help but apologize the moment I saw her face. I had the strange stirrings of guilt in the pit of my stomach. I didn't want to blow her off and not see her. I just had to clear my head with some space.

Bullshit is what my inner thought is saying. I chose to ignore it.

"For what?" Blondie asked, awakening me from my thoughts. Damnit, she was so beautiful. I focused my eyes on her as one of my hands trailed along her perfectly sculpted face.

"I don't know," I shrugged. "For not being here, I guess."

With a sigh, Blondie leaned away from the touch of my hand and gave me a stare. She was so calm and didn't seem mad at all. Most girls would have tried cursing me out or slapping me, but not her. Not my Blondie. It seemed as if she had no reaction to what I had just said. I opened my mouth to speak, but she beat me to it.

"Look, Lolly," She started. "I know I have no claims to you seeing as how I've just met you. I also know that just because we kissed, it does not scream an instant relationship. You are free to do what you please whenever you please. I know that. However, I do not want to be confused by my feelings. One second you are kissing me and the next you disappear after making me feel...something. I don't want to feel anything for someone who has no problems dropping me without even a reason. Then showing back into my life as if nothing happened. I don't want to go through that. So I think it's best if we..." She took a deep breath before closing her eyes for a brief moment and reopening them. Giving me the most honest and sincere look I have ever seen.

"If we quit while we're ahead and lose contact." 

At first, I didn't fully comprehend a damn word she had said. I had sat frozen with the most beautiful woman sitting right in my lap. Looking into my eyes-my soul for understanding and agreement. Understanding and agreement to letting her go? Hell to the fuck no! I don't think Blondie fully comprehends who I am. I go after what I want and who I want. Currently, I wanted Blondie and not just for a week. I wanted her forever.

Maybe I needed to show her she was mine. Maybe I had to mark her by leaving the imprint of my kisses on her smooth skin. Make her moan with need and release as I pumped my finger into her hot channel and lapped inside her pussy with my tongue. Perhaps I needed to show that I would be there for her whenever, wherever. I needed to do something to make her understand. I was beginning to contemplate on doing all three at the same time.

"Lolly?" Tilting my chin up so that her eyes connected to mine filled with concern. "Are you okay?" Blondie asked and I had realized through all this time thinking, I had been sitting quietly as Blondie awaited her answer.

Oh, she'll get an answer alright.

My lips tilted into a smirk as my eyes honed in on Blondie. My mind began to gloss over as the dark part within me started to awaken. My posture shifted from slightly hunched over to straight as my dominance took over. A little startled at my change Blondie moved t try and escape my clutches. Unlucky for her, my grip was too strong to let go.

"Fuck off," I told her with a crazed giggle and a dark grin.

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me. Now, let's go. I'm taking you somewhere so tell your friends you are leaving," I said as I stood up with her still in my arms.

"What? No, you can't just-" She protested, but they just on deaf ears. I put her down gently out of my hold and brought her to my side as I put an arm around her shoulder. I was leading us out of the fair.

"Do it now, Blondie or I'll do it myself. Trust me, you'll like what'll happen next," I told her and she sighed, giving me a frown before fishing out her phone. "What did you eat?" I asked as we almost made it to my car.

"Funnel cake," She said under her breath.

"Alright, we'll stop somewhere for some food on the way," We didn't say anything after that. Time seemed to pass quickly in my eyes because soon we were already at my car and then next, we had picked up some Thai. Quickly I was already on my way to my house while Blondie at her food quietly. We pulled up some time later and I told Blondie to leave the food as I escorted her inside and upstairs to my room. I knew no one would be home for a few days because my family went on vacation.

"This is your bedroom?" She asked. Her sweet voice full of nerves.

"Yeah," I answered as I locked the door behind me so Blondie wouldn't think of escaping. When I turned around to face her, she looked so hot and cute at the same time. The outfit she had on really hugged her figure and the way she was standing so unsure was cute.

"And what are we doing here?" She asked timidly and took a step back as I took one toward her. As if I were the big bad wolf ready to eat her.

"The answer is quite simple," I grinned and let lose a giggle. "I'm going to taste you."