Show Me How To Love

Chapter 8

Sorry that Chapter 7 was real short. On the way to Ohio I started feeling motion sickness which is weird of me cuz I usually don't have motion sickness. So I decided to do a chapter 8 since right now all I am doing in laying down in a hotel room. Have you guys listened to Hotel Diablo yet. If not you really should. By the way I'll go from Colson to kells back to Colson through this whole book but since your a fan reading this you won't get so confused I hope.
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(Kaylee's p.o.v)

Today is a big day for me. Very nerve wrenching if you ask me. I was going to teach Colson how to love by actually touching him and kissing him. Right now at this moment I was really really regretting this and just wanting to text him right now and say I can't do it.

We're staying another day in Chicago as a off day till we all have to go back to Cleveland tomorrow. I won't be Colson that much since well I don't live with him. So maybe this whole teaching him thing will fall through. I just hope.

I haven't talked to Rook lately ever since we almost kissed and got into a heated argument at one of kells shows a few days ago. He's been avoiding me and it's been upsetting me. This is what I'm scared of with kells, ruining friendships.

I won't see kells for another hour or so since I know his ass is still sleeping. So I'm going to Rooks hotel room to talk.

A few moments passed by and I was in front of Rooks hotel room ready to knock. That's until the door opened revealing his face. His handsome face.

Handsome? What the hell is wrong with me lately? I wanted to face palm myself right now.

"Can I come in" I asked.

"I was going to get something to eat but sure" he said.

He moved out of the way to let me in. I walked in and closed the door behind me. I followed him to the couch where we both sat down and face each other.

"I feel like I know what you're here for. But let me speak first. What I did was NOT me. That heat of the moment on the bus just really got to me. I felt this weird feeling. Maybe it was a spark? I don't know. I'm sorry for acting the way I have been."

"I had that feeling too which i have no idea how to explain. So no you were right. Cuz I did feel it to. But you have to know Rookie that we are really really good friends and I really don't wanna ruin that for us" I said back to him.

"I totally get it. I was thinking the same thing. It's just hard to ignore the feeling ya know" Rook said.

Trust me, I know.

"Yeah I think I do" i said.

"So how about we go get breakfast together and get the rest of the fam after" he said.

"Sounds good" I smiled.

We got up and headed out.

After breakfast with Rook he went to get rest of the gang while I went back to my room to get changed since it was hot as balls out. Pants and a bangy sweatshirt was not the way to go.

As I walked up to my hotel room I noticed my door was cracked open. My heart started racing. Bot thinking twice I walked in slowly to see kells back facing me. Thank good it was only him I thought.

"What the hell are you do in my room? My heart almost fell to my feet. I thought someone someone broke in". He turned around and started laughing while putting his phone in his pocket.

"First off I have a key to your room cuz I rented to room and second why haven't you answered any of my messages this morning."

I grabbed my phone to indeed see that he texted me a few times.

Kells: Aye you ready for the teach ;)

Kells: coming to your room.

Kells: where answer your phone. Where the fuck are you?

I looked up at kells to see he was closer to me.

"My bad I went to breakfast with Rook this morning. I went to his room to talk to him. We were gonna pick grab you guys up after breakfast" I said shrugging my shoulders.

"Ight that's fine but answer your phone cuz Chicago ain't the place to be by yourself".

"I wasn't by myself Colson". He gave me a hard stare. "Still".

"Okay okay. So you wanna start now before Rook comes to see you might be here with me" I said.

"I thought you never asked" he smiled.

"So where do you wanna start" I asked.

"I have no idea. Maybe start with kissing me" he smirked.

Deep down I had a feeling he knew how to treat girls right. How to actually make love. He just couldn't let it out. Like someone had to help him. And that someone was me.

Kissing him.....to him that was easy. But me, I'm falling for him and doing this while damn thing will make it worse for me. My voices inside my head were telling me to stop. To tell him I can't do it. But my heart is wanting this more than anything. Cliche right?

"Sure why not". Outside I looked calm but on the inside my anxiety was through the roof.

I didn't know how to start. I couldn't move. I felt like I was stuck. Kells took that as he should start. And he did. He walked up to me and put each hand on the side of my face. He lowered his head down just inches to my face. Looking into my eyes.

I was frozen. I honestly couldn't breath. He was going to kiss me. And our friendship was going to get ruined.

"Shouldn't you be the one teaching me Kaylee" he whispered.

I said nothing.

He closed his eyes. I took my chance to wrap my arms around his neck. I closed my eyes and leaned in till I felt is soft warm lips against mine. We start moving our lips in sync till we heard a knock on the door. We both jumped back.

I wiped my lips walking to the door opening it to see Rook. He looked me up and down.

"What happened to you changing your clothes since you were hot?" I moved out the way pointing to kells. "We were talking" I said.

"Alright well get changed. We're gonna go to the skate park". I shook my head and closed the door. I turned around to see kells with a big grin on his face.

"Why so smiley" I asked.

"Oh nothing" he said.

He walked out the room saying nothing else. I just shrugged my shoulders walking into my room to get ready.