Mudblood on the Run

Chapter Five: What I'd Give

"Go put some clothes on." Scabior said. He kicked me out from under the blankets that were on the mattress, which was on the floor in a tent.

I don't really know what to call what just happened to me. Scabior basically raped me, but I played along, acting like I enjoyed it. And in a sick, psychotic, way, I did enjoy it.

I landed on my hands and knees on the ground, totally naked. I scrambled quickly to my pile of clothes, and I pulled on my panties and bra. I looked back to the matress; Scabior was watching me.

"Get back here." He said. I listened, and scrambled back to the matress. I climbed under the blankets, as far away from him as possible. I squeezed my eyes shut, hoping that he didn't do anything else to me.

"If you enjoyed that, come here." He ordered. I stiffened out, and stayed where I was. "Come. Here."

I slowly moved tward him. I felt an arm roughly grab me, and pull me to him. His knees bent behind mine, as he spooned me. My breathing became rapid, as thought after thought ran through my head.

What was Matt going to think?

Matt won't care! We're not dating!

In an odd way, I see Scabior as attractive. With his long hair, and his smile. That evil, wicked smile. And those eyes, those baby blue eyes. They were the most brilliant shade of blue I have ever seen.

No. Isabella, you cannot have feelings for this man. He practically just raped you. Don't. The sweet voice of Annabella said in my head. She was always the voice of reason when I'm in a stressful situation.

Scabior kissed me lightly behind my ear, and I stiffened again.

"You need to learn to relax." He whispered into my ear. I squeezed my eyes together and tried not to cry. I whimpered slightly.

"If you're not going to appreciate being in the same bed as me, you can sleep on the floor." Scabior said, pushing me to the end of the mattress. I tumbled to the floor and I looked around.

We were back at the snatcher's camp, with about seven tents. Scabior 'allowed' me to stay in his tent, and he gave me back my bag.

I looked for my bag, and I found it, a few feet away from me. I crawled over to it and waited for Scabior to fall asleep.

Almost an hour later, I heard the soft snoring, telling me Scabior was asleep. I reached my hand into my bag and moved it around, looking for my wand. I found it, and said very softly lumos, so the light would be small. The light escaped my wand, and I reached my hand into the front pocket of the bag. I found what I was looking for, and began to cry.

I always looked at the picture of my sister, with her arm around me. I thought of all the times my sister bragged about her boyfriend, and how I always wanted one. When I finally found Matt, we said that we were going to get married on the same day, but different years. We said that we were going to have kids around the same time so they would grow up together. We even were going to live in a flat together, until one of us had kids.

That all changed that one day, when  my sister went to work as an auror. She went, just like any other day. But I got an owl, later that day' that said she had been cursed. The curse she suffered from, we still don't know, but she was on bed rest until she died.

We had lived together since we graduated from Hogwarts. I quit my job so that I could take care of my dying sister. She was on her death bed for almost a year, when she finally passed away. She died in my arms, and we had her body cremated.

My parents believed in the whole 'spreading of the soul' thing, so we had her ashes scattered in the ocean.

My thoughts drifted to Matt again, and I wondered if he was missing me.