playing with fire-g.d

3

bella's pov

i keep my eyes to the ground as i walk through the school halls, the memory of what grayson and i did at the party still playing in my head.

he actually fucked me and left me in the bed to go back to the party. he's the biggest fucking douche ive met.

i hate myself for fucking him.

even though it was the best fuck ive had.

i find kels and sahar outside biology, i never told them grayson and i fucked but i think kels might know. hell we were fucking tonguing each other right in front of her.

"jesus bella" sahar says when I walk up to them "what's up?".

"nothing" i just say "im fine".

sahar just nods believing me while kels gives me a skeptical look. shit, she must know.

like i care.

*lunchtime*

i keep quiet most of lunch, just listening to kels and sahar chatting mindlessly about how awesome the party was.

yeah it would have been an awesome party, if I hadn't have screwed that fucking asshole only for him to fuck off.

"hey bella" i don't hear sahar the first time she says my name as im too busy thinking about grayson so she throws some food at me to get my attention.

"what the fuck?" i suddenly ask and look up at them to see their surprised faces.

"shit calm down girl, just wanna check if you're okay, you're so quiet today" sahar tells me and I shake my head.

"i told you im fine" i mumble and scratch my head "just a little tired that's all".

"grayson wore you out then?" kels asks and I look up at her wide eyed.

"what the fuck kels?" i ask her trying to sound confused but she just shakes her head and laughs at me.

"c'mon bella, i know you fucked him" she just says "you guys were all over each other right in front of me and im surprised he didn't fuck you there and then".

"wait a second...you fucked grayson dolan?" sahar asks me, sounding shocked but also impressed.

im hesitant to answer but I soon nod. sahar smiles widely and pats my arm, "you lucky fucking bitch, tell us everything! was he good? how big was he? did you cum?".

i nearly throw up, "i don't wanna talk about it".

"well everyone else is" kels says and I look at her.

"what?"

"bella you were kissing the guy in the middle of the party and then he took you upstairs. everyone in our grade saw and they all know" kels explains and i go pale from worry.

"oh my fucking god" i wipe my face with my hand. everyone knows i fucked grayson dolan. im gonna be grouped with all those other sluts now.

fuck my life.

"hey chill out, it's just the weekly gossip" kels assures me "it'll be old news by the weekend".

i look at her and sigh, "i fucking hope so".

"so are you and him a thing now?" sahar asks while eating a spoonful of her salad.

far from it, the dude straight up abandoned me after fucking me.

"no" i just say "im not interested like that".

kels looks over her shoulder when she hears people come in, "well maybe that's a good thing bella".