Cry Me A River (Jayoncé )

Chapter Seven

Flash back
Prom Night
Revoune Banquet Hall, Houston, Texas
May 30th 2003

Beyoncé

"It's the remix to ignition..." the music blared through the speakers in the hall. It was so loud I could hear it all the way in the women's bathroom as I cried and attempt to fight off Anthony Ealy, our schools top Foot ball player.
"Please stop, please! Your hurting me! Stop it!" I screamed as he continued to thrust into me.
"Shut Up! You like this shit don't you?" I shook my head viciously as I attempted to punch him. With one swift movement he grabbed both of my arms with one hand, covered my couch with the other and continued to assault me. Suddenly the door freaked and I heard a scoff.
  "Damn On Promo night though? Really Beyoncé.
"Help me! Jayjay please! Please help me!" I screamed as our eyes met. It was muffled by his hand though I bit his hand causing him to pull back and I yelled out for jay once more but the heavy door slamming was my response. He was gone with the wind. It was no use now. My body suddenly fell slump and I gave up fighting. What use was it now, if already lost the man I wanted to be with forever. Now I was nothing. I felt like my souls got up out of my body and left with him.

Present day
Beyoncé's home, Farmington, Michigan
October 11th 2019

Beyoncé
I broke down as I explained the entire story of prom night, from my perspective to Shawn and he was in tears himself.
"I'm not gonna lie. I resented you got a long long time. I was upset with you because I was raped right infront of your eyes and you did nothing, absolutely nothing to help me. When you walked out that bathroom, a very large piece of my soul left with you and it hurt badly Shawn. I didn't eat for five days. Five days I starved my self, and Blue, who we later found out about. But now that I've had time to come to terms with the whole situation, I understand that blaming you was not right, and it never made me feel any better. I've forgiven  Anthony for raping me, but only for me, so that I could move on. But I will never be able to forgive him for almost costing me my baby girl . One more rough blow, and we could have lost Blue. That's something I can't forgive and forget," I said as he held me close to him.
"I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry bey," he repeated as he kissed the top of my head.
"Mama, what's wrong?"I heard blue ask from behind me. I wiped my tears.
"I'm fine baby, I'm fine," I said as I hugged her and kissed her cheek.
"Did y'all talk about that night?" I sighed and nodded as she said a small "Oh".
"Well can we finish the movie?" Jay and I both agreed as we followed her to the room.
"Gone head and unpause it baba," I told blue as we all got comfortable.
"My grandmother, Agnez. That's where she got her color changing eyes from," I whispered in Shawn's ear as he pulled me closer to him and kissed my temple.
"Be quite and watch the movie Gis," I smiled because I'd finally gotten my nickname back. He was the first to address me by my middle name, and it eventually stuck. About thirty minutes into the movie I was yawning and my eyes were watering, as I fought to stay awake. Shawn must've noticed because he chuckled. I smacked his chest lightly and turned my attention back to the movie as I scored closer to Shawn. I got comfortable on his shoulder and before I knew it I was dozing off.

Jay pov
I looked down at bey, who was softly snoring as she fell asleep.
"Lefty, I'm finna take your mama to her room and I'll be back.
"You can stay I'm about to go upstairs and work on my project,"
"You sure you don't want my help baby?" She giggled and shook her head no.
"Not unless you know something about Shakespeare's Macbeth?" I shook my head no. I picked up a sleeping bey. And carried her up to the room. I laid her on the bed and began to cover her with the comforter.
"Jayjay?" Her raspy sleep voice whispered. I was taken back because she hadn't called me that since the first time we'd separated.
"Yeah Gis?" She reaches up and pulls my closer.
"Can you stay and keep an eye on blue? She has bad panic attacks when she's alone," I kissed her forehead and nodded.
"I got you, get some sleep mama,"
"Sleep with me. I just need you to hold me,"I sighed lightly and climbed in the bed next to her.
"Thank you Jayjay," she said as she put her head on my chest. I gently rubbed her back, and she dozed off again.

Excuse all errors
This was short😬Sorry y'all
Ajah💋