If Only I Knew

Chapter 1: Changes Part1

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 that's all because there wasn't a lot to be said I'm going to start the book here.

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" Omg this book is going to be the end of me I just can't " I over
dramatically ran around room, only to have all eyes on me.
" Will you shut up, your not the only person whos trying to read. ". Victoria my worst enemy sense just babies yelled "what ever" I said getting up. I would love to finish my book but I really hate the parts when something stupid happens. So I decide to grab my nightclothes and head to the bathroom to take a shower, wash my face, brush my teeth and going to sleep in my bed tomorrow was the day when people come and adopt  kids. 

I've been in here since I was about 1 years old and my mom just left me no one knew what she looked like and she never left a note or anything no one knew my name or anything about me all they knew was that I was a female and my features.

Even though I was in a orphanage I went to a regular school high school.  I hopped out the shower, dried my body and my hair I put on my clothes and walked out the bathroom it was now only 30 mins before curfew we only have curfews on school nights I walk to my bed and laid down and fell asleep into a deep sleep.

dream 

I was sitting in a meadow smelling flowers and making flower crowns when a big wolf appered. I have been have wolf dreams lately ever since I started to read Wattpad, I dreamed to be captured by a wolf or a vampire and have a mate or be a vampires beloved but i have always like werewolves better,  I didn't care I wanted to be kidnaped or better yet be a werewolf but it was all just a dream that will never come true I always wanted to be some thing better than a human but i always knew it was just a dream and it will always just be a dream. Wattpad has a lot of books and my favorite is the werewolf and the vampire books. 

I looked up startled and I walk to the wolf and sat down in front of it. in all of my werewolf dreams they never felt real and I always knew they were a dream but this one it like it real and some thing new happen in my dream it was really a dream something I can only dream of and it always turned out with love but this one it was dark, creepy, and weird.

when I touched the wolf and looked into its beautiful eyes they were amazing but they made my shiver and feel cold the icy blue the wolf turned into a boy and he smirked before running behind a tree and putting on clothes.
He came over to me and pulled he up to my feet and put his forehead on mine and it looked like he was going to kiss me my heart beat picked up this felt so  real but instead he slap me down and laughed and he bite me I started to see black spots when and was about to black out only to hear him say " see u soon baby girl," what did that mean was I going to see him in my dreams again I'm overly confused I couldn't ask because I was taking over bye darkness.

I woke up the next morning wet I looked down and saw I was sweating like crazy and I wasn't in my bed I was outside in the backyard I got up and felt pain all over my body mostly in my neck I don't remember getting up and going outside. I walk back inside to see my bed was neatly made and my school clothes sat on top of the cover.

I grab my clothes and head to the bathroom I remember taking a bath last night but I don't know how long I was outside I look inside the mirror to see something strange my original light brown hair was now light brown with golden stripes I thought nothing of it but it was still strange I hoped in the shower and washed up three time then I washed my face after it all I turned off the water and got dressed then I walked out there was a line of girls waiting on me to  get out " You ugly little brat how dare u waste
perfectly good hot water on your self, there are a lot of people waiting on you now hurry out you pig," Victoria said standing in the front of the line with her minions behind her " I'm pretty sure we wouldn't have this problem if  you would have took a shower last night" I mumbled to but not for her to hear " what did you say you little slut?" Victoria asked in raged but I knew she knew every little word that I said " how the hell did you hear that," I whispered " you heard me" was all I said and walked away.

 Victoria was the queen of the orphanage and she will always be or that's what I believe I've know  her for 17 going on 18 years I'm 17 sorry for not telling you about me before I'm what ever name you wanna call me I'm a normal 17 year old girl without a name called by many nicknames maybe more to come or I will finally get a name, I don't have a real name since my mom left no note or anything, but I'm a 5'1 girl with long light brown with apparently gold strings of hair that I'm just now noticing my hair stop exactly under my but I have a perfect tan that I have know Idea how I had it since a baby and that's all really. I hear a honk in a distance. I grab my book bag and run down stairs grabbing a pop tart and stuffing it in my mouth I walked to my bus stop and waited for the bus to come me and Victoria and her minions was the only kids to go to school because we were in high school and there was one not to far away all the elementary and middle were to far away so they were home schooled. 

1 hour later

"Out of my way nerd" was all I heard before hitting a wall and falling on my butt I got up and scurried to grab all my books I was heading to biology and I needed my homework but couldn't find it I noticed that a foot was standing on it with out looking up I ask " May you move your foot" very lowly I wasn't sure if they could hear me or not " I don't know can I?" a voice asked I have heard this voice before but I couldn't put my finger on it, who was this person? " Hey Justin you wanna go with me and the boys to Piccadilly's, another voice asked I could of sworn I heard these voices before but the I remembered the other boy saying Justin oh I know a Justin that was Victoria's on and off again boy friend.

" Sure let's go " Justin says walking over o the other boy but not before putting his shoe print on my homework. I grab my stuff a run to class I was already about 5 minute late I walk into class and sit down in the far back corner of the room the room falls silent the entire time I was walking and when I sat down everyone was looking at me weird and was talking to there friend did I have something on my face. I looked at my teacher for her to tell me what was going on but as soon as I looked at her she cowered back and said in a shaky voice "miss I want you to go to the bath room and take out those contacts" I looked at her confused and said "I'm not wearing any contacts. Or I don't remember putting on sum" I walked out the room and walked twords the girl bathrooms and I saw a boy with red eyes and fangs sucking a girl blood. When he saw me he look up a rush to me in a inhumane speed I closed my eyes and open them back up to see if this was really happening when I open my eyes the vampire bit me I opened my mouth to scream but nothing a looked at the other girl and she looked at me jealously before putting a bandage on her neck and storming out when she left I noticed that I felt something going into me but coming out of me. When the dude pulled he's teeth out of my neck my vision became blurry and I was seeing black spots and soon everything went black but not before seeing the color of my eyes.

^This is how her eyes eyes look

Ok this is the end of this part and i worked really hard i wanted to go further but im so sleepy and the was wonderful how i have writen 1690 words plz
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