Broken

Lifeless

I woke up to an unfamiliar room looking around panic started to set in . Fuck where am I . But soon enough memories of the night came back and I sigh of relief leave my lips. Shit . I fell asleep I need to go downstairs . As I stated to throw the covers off my body . I couldn't help but think who the fuck changed my clothing. All I was wearing was a grey t-shirt that reached mid thigh and my underwear . What the fuck did I do ? I don't remember changing . I finished unwrapping my body that were tangled around me and sat up straight with my feet dangling off the bed.

"Are you alright ?" I nearly fell of the bed head first at the sound of the voice . When I turned around I saw a worried faced Harry laying down fully clothed thankfully . I wonder how long he's been just laying there .

"Jesus Harry you scared the shit out of me -" I crossed my arms over my chest "-how long have you been laying there " I raised an eyebrow and watched a sly smirk appear on his deliciously full lips. Jesus Adaline stop it he'll never want you .

"Well if it helps you maybe you should learn how to keep your thought in your head - " oh my god no I didn't , I did not say that out loud "- Adaline one why wouldn't I want you ? and two I mean if you think my lips are so deliciously full -" he said playfully mocking me "maybe we should test them " he said with a smile that went from ear to ear.

"I'm so sorry Harry I did not mean to say that out loud , but seriously how long have you been here " I couldn't help but feel bad when his smile fell a little but he quickly regained his smile and said

"I've been here about twenty minutes after you left the dinner table " shit. So this is his room . Well maybe I don't know "so I came looking for you to make sure you where okay ? ... But I couldn't find you in the bathroom downstairs so I came upstairs to change my clothes and I saw you laying in my bed " well I guess that answered my question . This is his room . It's not that bad actually it pretty big for one per- hold the fuck up if this is his room that means it's his shirt . Do he change me ? Oh my god ? What ?

" Harry how did I end up in only a t-shirt and underwear " he didn't even hesitate to answer !

" Oh well you looked uncomfortable so I changed your clothes " how did I not feel him .

"Harry what ? Why ? I had on a bra ? And now I don't! That means saw me naked oh my god that is so embarrassing ! My parents are going to kill me I can't believe I fell asleep then you changed me ! Jesus what am I suppose to do now I can't belie- " I was cut off my Harry putting both of his large hands on either side of my face and gently pushing my face up towards his face so that our eyes where looked on each other's ... I don't even realized he got up from the bed with all my rambling . Shit . His eyes are so perfect I can literally get lost if allowed my self too but I can't because I'm broken . I can't fall for him I can't . I'm disgusting ! A whore nothing more . No one will ever want me after they find out what he's done to me . No one will ever want me with all these scars on my body . Scars that I've inflicted on myself , scars that he's inflicted on my body . I can't do this I can't i can- . My thought where cut off by Harry's large thumb wiping a tear that seemed to escape my eye. I looked back up into his eyes and saw sadness .

" Adaline I promise I don't see anything ! I looked away , and Gemma helped me and you parents left about five hours ago -" What. Five Hours. I looked towards the clock with Harry's hands still in my cheeks and saw that it was 2 am . Fuck. I looked back at him , his eyes still on me .

" So don't worry Adaline no need to cry , you won't get in trouble " Wow. That's why he thinks I'm crying if only he knew.

"Thank You Harry , I'm just really tired ...-" I tilt my head down towards the ground "can -I -uh -um - I dont know- can I sleep I here please ?" I look back up and Harry just had a small smile on his perfectly shaped lips.