You are broken. Utterly broken. You feel as if nothing in the entire world could make you feel any better. Your phone lights up.. it's from him.
Paul - Hey you haven't texted me in a while. just making sure your ok.. I miss you.
You feel a tear roll down your cold cheek. you think to yourself.. I bet he says the same things to all these other girls that are so much better than me... you can't think of what to say so you just stare at the text. Emotionless. You decide to FaceTime your best friend Anthony. What would you do without him? He explains that everything is going to be okay and that you need to confront him. You agree and start typing.. but he texts first.
Paul - oh ok "read". I see how it is.
You send your text anyway.
You: so your just going to sit here and act like everything is fine!?
Paul: wym
You: I saw you and Andrea making out under the bleachers in the auditorium. I'm not stupid. And I'm not just one of your little toys to play with. We are done. Have fun with her and your other little hoes. I'm tired of giving you my all and just getting nothing in return. I deserve better than you, a two faced ass cheater.
Paul: what are you talking about?! I would never. You're capping.
You: omg you are so unbelievable. Good bye Paul.
Paul: no y/n I'm sorry it was a mistake. I was just trying to make her feel better. Honestly I love you.
You: yeah. I bet.
Paul: no baby.
You know that you have no choice but to block him. And as you as you press the button you fall to the ground and cry. As if crying is the only thing you are capable of doing anymore. Cry.
Your mom walks in and rushes to the ground. She holds you tight. You start to explain everything and she doesn't say anything she just rocks you in place like she did when you were little... when you needed comforting. And right now you do. More than anything. She puts her hands on your shoulders and looks you in the eyes.
"He doesn't deserve you. You are beautiful and you are strong. And you are worth so much more than you could ever imagine. You might not see it and he might not see it. But I do. And one day someone else that is gonna make you happier than Paul ever could, is going to see. It's okay baby. Everything is going to be okay."
You smile and fight back tears. She pulls you back and she continues to hold you tight.
10 minutes later she stands up and tells you that y'all are going to get ice cream pronto.
"Oh and invite Anthony. I haven't seen him in a while." She hollers from the living room.
You get dressed in your cutest outfit. Not to please anyone in particular. Just yourself. You need this. You deserve to be happy. You grab your phone and call Anthony and ask him if he can go.. and as usual he answers as soon as it rings and agrees to go. You slip on your vans and head out the door.
