Señorita

Before It's All Over

Shawn turned around and saw Camila in her restaurant uniform with her hair up. He noticed that she was crying, but he didn't ask why. He was too mad at her.
"Do you want me to leave?" Camila asked in a low voice.
"I wouldn't mind that to be honest"

Ouch
Camila sighed.
"Shawn...could you, at least, let me explain?"
"What's there to explain? That you lied to me to get me off your back? Did you not want me that much?"
Camila had so much to say but nothing seemed to come out. Shawn stared at her teary eyes with his angry ones.
"Why did you kiss me back?", he said.
"What?"
"If you didn't want anything to do with me, why did you kiss me back, Camila?"
"I-I don't know, okay?"
"Go ask your "boyfriend" then", Shawn said and got on his motorcycle again.
"I was scared" Camila said suddenly, with so much intensity swimming in the browness of her eyes.
"What? Of me?"
"No. I was scared of getting close to you. I've never been close with anyone in my life except my mom and Carla."
"Why?" Shawn said, getting off the motorcycle.
"My dad left my mom and I when I was 5. I've had abandonment issues ever since then. I'm sorry for pushing you away, but this happens every time someone gets close to me. Carla had her way of getting into my heart and I don't know how she did it, but she did."
Shawn stared at the ground, feeling guilty for the way he treated her.
"Anyway, you have a concert today and you're leaving Miami tomorrow, so whether you decide to forgive me or not, we're not gonna see each other anymore."
That hit Shawn hard. No matter how much it hurted him, what she said was true. Shawn smiled weakly and walked over to Camila with tears in his eyes. Camila smiled back and they hugged each other so tight, tighter than they've ever hugged anyone before.
"I'm sorry, Señorita" Shawn said while they were hugging, his mouth on her forehead.
Camila was so relieved she didn't lose him. She didn't lose this lovely man that she had only just met a few days ago.
"Please, don't be afriad to let me in", he continued," I would never leave you or hurt you. Even when im far away you can always call me when you need me and i'll come running. I need you to trust me."

Trust you? How could I trust you when I barely know you. I know we've spent a couple of days together but I barely scratched the surface of truly knowing you.

After a moment of silence,
"I'm the one who should be sorry." Camila ended up saying, pulling away from the hug and locking eyes with Shawn.
"Let's stop apologizing and make the best of today before it's all over. Come with me to the concert and bring Carla as well"
"Okay. I'll text her to meet me at your hotel after her shift" Camila said, wiping her tears.
"Great. Then hop on, cheater" Shawn told Camila nodding at the motorcycle.
"Right away, dipshit"
"That feistiness of yours is killing me"
"I have that affect on people" Camila said, winking at Shawn and hopping on the motorcycle.
She took the helmet that was on the seat and plopped it on her head. Shawn smiled.
She's so freakin cute.
The two of them sat on the motorcycle and sped away into the night.
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"You're on in five Mr. Mendes", a backstage crew member informed Shawn as he was getting ready in front of the mirror backstage.

Thankfully, Shawn and Camila didn't have any trouble getting to the hotel anonymously. No one would expect Shawn Mendes to drive a motorcycle down Maimi Beach. lol

He was nervous. But not because of his performance, because it's been over an hour since he has seen Camila and the two of them agreed to meet at this exact spot before his performance.

Shawn finished his vocal exercises and his many warm ups that he does before every show. He was more than ready to give it his everything tonight. He picked up his guitar, giving up hope that Camila will show up.

She's probably in the audience...

He was about to walk on stage, when a soft raspy voice called his name.
"Shawn?"
Shawn turned around to see the most beautiful view he had ever seen in his life.

Fuck. Wow. Shit. Fuck. Wow. What the fuck? She looks stunning.
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A.N:
SHSJSNSJSK HII EVERYONE :)))
i know i know it's been a longgg time but im finally back!!!
stop yelling at me im sorry i haven't been updating i know but it's because of school and stuff ://
i love all 3k of you !! <3
hope you all liked this chapie. I made it longer than my usual ones to make up for my time away... i know nothing makes up for that but im trying my best :|
anywhore, i wanted to ask if i should write smut or not... u decide and tell me.

adios putas <3