Innocence

nightmare

Georgia's POV:

  As I sat there in bed reading, I hear a loud Bang and what sounds like yelling.  I immediately run downstairs. As i get downstairs I am baffled on what I see. 

It's Alex laying on the floor and Will yelling at him to respond. I quickly rush over to them to see what the hell is going on. "Will what happened?" I say.

"Alex fell and hit his head he's not responding to me." I then quickly check Alex's pulse to see if he's still alive.  Thankfully and thank God he still has a pulse.  I quickly run to the bathroom and grab a towel to stop the bleeding from his head.  I grab it and hurry back. "Here Will put this to his head to stop the bleeding.  I'm going to call 911. Make sure his pulse is still there."

Time skip to Alex in the hospital:

Will's POV:

I am at loss of thought right now.  I feel that the world around me is not real.  I feel as if time just stopped.  I can't control my own mind right now.  My brain is mentally fucked. I can't think straight.  I can't believe what's happening right now.  I can't comprehend why this had to happen. I never meant for it to. I don't know what to think right now.   All I can think of Is my only son's lifeless body is laying on the ground unconscious.  Just laying there. The doctors say he's in a coma and he may never wake up. They say that a chunk of the taple  is in lodged in his brain. And removing it could be Risky because they would have to remove a piece of his brain.  And that could lead to him being paralyzed. Or worse  completely shut down his senses.  Meaning he wouldn't be able to hear, see, smell, taste or feel.  And right now I don't know what to do.  Why couldn't that have been me? I should be in that bed right now fighting for my life, not him. I should.  What have I done? I've failed as a parent.  Parents are supposed to protect their kids at all cost.  Not hurt them and have them  fighting for their life.  If God would only have us switch places.  I would without a shadow of doubt. 

I never thought of myself as a religious person but I'm going to pray to God to save my child.  I get on my knees of the hospital in the waiting room. "God have mercy on my son.This is all my fault. I should shuffer not him.  I promise to you lord that I will change myself in every way.  No more fighting over stupid toys No more ignoring him. Ni more judging.  I swear. PLEASE save him."

I then get off of my knees and sit back in my chair.  And start to cry. I'm crying because all of this is to much. All of the bad things are not as bad as this.  The thought of losing that precious innocent boy crushes me in every way and breaks all the bones in my body.   Stab me to death. Rip all my skin.  None of those compare to the pain I will have if I lose Alex.  All I can do now is sit here and wait. Wait for what? Wait for these doctors come up to me to tell me that my son is going to die or will forever be disabled. That he'll never get a chance a to experience a good life.  Never marry,  never have children, never find love.  And it's all because of me. This is my fault.  Now all I can do is wait.

Georgia's pov:

I'm currently in the bathroom of a hospital sitting on the floor. Not crying but in of disbelief what's happening.  How could I let this happen? Is this my fault? If I didn't get him that stupid toy Alex wouldn't be in this situation.  We would all be fine dealing with our normal lives. No Georgia, I say to my self.  This is nobody's fault And I know Will never meant for this to happen.  I need to get off my ass and Stop feeling sorry for myself.  I need to be there for my husband and Alex.  I need to be strong. I need to have faith.  And I will. I get off the floor, dust myself off and go into the waiting room.  As I enter the waiting room I can see Will crying.  I am in shock because I have never seen Will cry before.

  I quietly walk over to him and sit next to him. "Will baby It's going to be alright," I say gently to him. "Alex is going to be fine. I know it. You've been through a lot of shit before but we can get through this.  Right now we have to be strong for Alex.  All we can do is wait for the doctors to come up with a solution," I say.

"Georgia," Will says. "I'm sorry I failed as a parent and a man." 

"No baby you haven't. It's not your fault. It's nobody's fault. It was an accident.  It was a terrible nightmarish accident.   And I know you didn't mean it. You would never hurt Alex like that. I know you love him.  You're just having a hard time coping that he is a little different.  And it's OK that he is different. You will love him no matter what. Now we need to be strong right know ok."

"Ok I will be strong for Alex. I will be strong for us."

Then all of a sudden I see a doctor coming towards us.  I then brace myself for the worst.  Mrs. And Mr. Lenney, my team and ihave came up with a solution,  but it will be very risky.  I will need to talk to you further about this.  So will you please join me in the conference room?"

This chapter written by Selena and edited by CommentarySlut