Innocence

happiness

12 years later
Georgia's pov
Its Alex's birthday today I can't believe he's 18 all ready.  It seems like forever since that fateful day happen. But in a way I'm happy that the day happen. I know some people would freak if they heard me say that. But before that day things were not good.

Our family was broken and needed to be together again. Since that day things are better. Will and Alex are closer and its seem like our family is happy for once.

And I like that he's the way he is because he's still innocent. Not knowing the terrible world out there. And as a mother Im happy I can have my baby boy with me forever. He will be safe and will always be my baby.

But a part of me is sad that he won't be able to experience the good parts of life. Like going to prom with his girlfriend or boyfriend, his first kiss, his wedding day and having kids. He won't be able to do any of that. And it makes me feel terrible that he can't do  any of that.

But I'd rather not have any of that than have him dead. Alex has not changed a day though. He's still the same Alex as before, kind and Innocent.

Right know he's sleeping upstairs he should have any time now.  I do his birthday the same every year. Breakfast, then presents and then he says goodbye to his father before he goes to work. But this year is going to be a little different.

Me and Alex are going to the carnival to meet up with a friend of mine. You see we don't have that much money to do a lot of things with Alex. And this will be good for Alex to get out.

And I am so excited to see my friend I haven't seen her since high school. She is moving back in town and I cant wait to see her. And she has a son so maybe Alex can make a friend.

Since Alex is the way he is he has to go to a special place for his school. And there's not really any kids there for him to make friends. Alex has also been around adults his whole life. And Alex needs to be around some his own age.

Written by Selena and edited by CommentarySlut