NOT A CHAPTER

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The reason why the last chapter was small and with almost without any story and blank was because I had to find a way that I could still give you content with a heavy heart and no concentration.

I am coming here today to pour my heart out the only way I know how. Which is by writing it.

Cameron Boyce died the morning after my birthday and that is something that hits me harder than I thought it would. I still can't believe that he passed and I have no words to explain how sad I'm feeling and I can't even begin to imagine how the people that knew him personally are feeling.

He wasn't only that he person that I grew up watching but he was also my first TV crush (fuck Troy Bolton). I had just woken up and when I found out about his death. I couldn't believe it. Him being so young and full of energy dying so suddenly. In his sleep. The tears are still not dry on my cheeks and I have locked myself in my room for a while now. The sadness is too much to bare. There are moments that I forget about it but when I remember everything all over again, it just hits like a ton of bricks all at once.

I was supposed to feel happy that I had added another year to my life but instead I'm grieving over a life that has ended. The headlines, the Instagram posts. All of that has been too much for me.

When I had FaceTimed my best friend, we stayed quiet the whole time, looking at each other. The day was slow and tearful so I can't imagine how Mr and Mrs Boyce are feeling. How Maya's feeling.

He died in his sleep in the assurance that he would wake up the next morning.

RIP and Cameron Boyce don't go well in the same sentence but it's with a heavy heart that I say...

RIP Cameron Boyce 💔 We know you are in a better place

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RIP Cameron Boyce 💔
We know you are in a better place.



I also want to let you know that I'm taking a time off of Wattpad and I won't be writing for a while. I hope you understand that.

Please show some love to his family and friends, including China who was his best friend.

I'll see you guys later....

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