The girl at the door (Hosie)

Chpt 7.

Josie POV

Our lips met and I felt my whole body react to her soft pink lips. She kisses me gently as she is trying to make sure I'm okay. I move even more forward putting my hands on her face and pulling her closer to my lips. Hope finally relaxes and grabs my waist.

Her lips are so soft as I hold onto the kiss for a little longer but than it hits me that what hope did before I can't let her get to close to me without telling her what happened.

I pull away from her and she opens her eyes to look at me.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't of done that-" I say getting up and walking out. I quickly go down the stairs but I hear someone following me.

"Josie Wait-" I turn around tears in my eyes. Luckily everyone else must of gone to bed. Hope stops in front of me.
"Why are you crying?" I look down tears falling from my eyes and onto the floor. Hope puts her hands on my face and gently pulls my face up wiping away my tears.
"Please don't cry I'm sorry" I shake my head

"Don't Say you are sorry" she looks at me confused.
"Hope I have to tell you what happened before.." I pull away from her.
"what happened before?"
"When we were at school you outed me to my dad but than there was this guy and h-e h-urt me..." I stutter out the last part and I can see Hope with tears in her eyes.

"He hurt you because of me?" She says and I slowly nod my head
"Than that means I hurt you" she backs off.
"It's ok I just had to tell you" she backs off completely.
"No hope it's ok"
"No it's not I promised myself I wouldn't hurt you and that's what I did.." I grab Hopes face.

"That's Not you not anymore"
"Because I can't remember but what if I just do it again!" She says raising her voice a bit and taking my hands off her face.
"Josie I don't want to hurt you because I like you and if you had to get hurt-" I grab her face again and kiss her it was the only way to stop her from rambling on and on. I wanted to taste her lips again.

She kisses back only for a second before pulling away.
"I'm sorry I just can't" she said walking past me and out of the apartment door. I cry my eyes out as Hope didn't come back for hours. My heart hurts I really like hope and I'm afraid I have just lost her forever.

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Hope POV

I didn't go very far from the apartment I mainly just sat outside on the pavement by the car park. I don't know how long I stay out there but the sun started to come up and I know I stayed up the whole night.
I sigh and get up heading back to the apartment. I open the door and close it walking in. I see Josie sitting on the couch her hands in her face. When she sees me she gets up.

"Hope you are okay"
"Yeah I didn't go far" I say taking a seat next to her. She looks at me.
"Hope?" I look deep into her eyes as she gets up putting her hand out. I stare at her hand
"Please come to bed" she says pouting at me. She looks tired just like me.

"Josie-"
"Please" she says again and I give in taking her hand as she leads me to her room. As we approach her door I see Penelope standing by her door as she looks at us a smile is on her face and I look away. We go into Josie's room as I close the door.
"Don't you have classes?"
"No not today" she says still holding on my hand.

She pulls me into the bed and we go under the covers.
"Hope?"
"Yeah"
"Friends" I look at her as she gives me puppy eyes. Her adorableness got to me and I sighed moving a piece of hair from her face. She was snuggled into my side.
"Friends" I say in a whisper and she looks at my lips.

I feel her hand go my thigh as she traces her hand on my thighs. I stay very calm looking into her eyes.
"friends" she repeats as I feel her hand come to my waist squeezing my waist. Her nails dig into my waist and I let out a slight moan.

I can't take it anymore and I place my lips on hers forgetting everything that happened earlier. My kisses trail to her neck as I suck on the skin. I move so that I'm on top of Josie. I put my leg between hers and she moans softly. I continue to kiss her neck leaving a mark.

I move my kisses back to her lips as I hungrily kiss her. I lick her bottom lip and she opens her mouth slightly letting me slip my tongue into her mouth. Our tongues dance in our mouths as I melt at her touch as she traces my skin with her finger tip. My sexual hungry is getting to much and I don't want to push Josie. I slowly pull away pecking her lips one more time. I put my forehead on hers catching my breath.

"Why did you stop?" Josie's says breathless. A hint of disappointment in her voice.
"Josie lets go to sleep ok?" I say softly and she opens her eyes and I sit up from her as I lay down next to her. We lay in silence for a second I can tell that Josie is upset why did I pull away. Oh yeah cause we are friends and sex won't fix anything......I have to get Josie's trust again from the very start.

"Can we at least cuddle?" I look at Josie her eyes have disappointed in them and I sigh pulling her into my arms. She wraps her legs around mine and puts her arm around my waist. I kiss her forehead and close my eyes.

"Night " she doesn't reply and thats because she is already knocked out. I follow soon after her.

Penelope POV

I stir getting up trying not to wake Harley. I slip out the room because it's my turn to cook breakfast today. I walk but stop at Josie's room. I better check to see if she is ok I know her and hope haven't always seen eye to eye and I did see them looking quite upset last night. I carefully open the door and look inside the room. I see that there are wrapped in each other's arm and I smile a cheese grin. I close the door.

I'm not going to check on them if they are going to be sleeping with each other in a sexual way but knowing Josie I don't think that they are going to be doing that often. I walk down the stairs when I feel arms wrap around my waist. I smile at the contact.

"Hey babe" I say and Harley kisses my neck.
"Hey my love" I smile turning around.
"Harley don't you think we should tell the others about us?" Harley looks me in my eyes and smiles.
"I guess whatever makes you happy"
"Ok cool we will tell them tonight"
"Ok sure" I smile and go to making breakfast.

Josie POV

I don't know how long I stayed in hopes arms but soon I heard Penelope call for us to come down for breakfast. I groan and I look up at hopes faces just to see that she is awake.
"What?" I say in my morning voice as she continues to look at me. I get up and go to try and open the door but I feel arms grab my waist and push me against the wall.

Hope looks at me and I can see the hungry in her eyes. She than backs down but before she can walk away I grab her waist and move positions pushing her on the wall. I kiss her neck and she moans pushing me on the wall again.

She kisses my neck and than comes to my lips as we kiss roughly I pull her hair back.
"If this is what our friendship is going to be like than......this is going to be fun"
We smirk at each other.