Unruly heart

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Nobody's POV
Lance was an out Bi-sexual in school. He knew it was dangerous because of his schools area (just make up your own school, I don't want to offend anyone) but he was out anyways, it was to hard for him to keep it hidden. Keith on the other hand was closeted gay, he was fine with hiding it though it was hard when he knew his crush was bi.
It was the week before prom and there were cute promposels happening everywhere in the school, lance had been trying to figure out how to ask keith to prom since the beginning of the school year. He eventually decided on sliding a note into Keith's locker.
Lances POV
My hands were shaking as I wrote the note
"What if he rejects me..? What if he hates me..!?" I mumble, slowly getting more panicked. I finished the note in the bathroom and walked to his locker, sliding the note in through the slit. Now, I wait.
Keith's POV
I walked to my locker during lunch, going to go hide out in the library for lunch. I could hear my buddy's walking up behind me as I opened my locker to see a note folded neatly with my name written on the front. I opened the note, it was about half a page long. All of a sudden I heard a phones camera snap a picture right next to me I looked over to see my friend looking at a picture he took. After a quick glance I could see that it was a picture of the note. I tried to take the phone but they kept it away from me, all laughing and snickering at the note. I finished reading the note myself before gasping. Lance likes me like I like him..?!  I started to fast walk to go find lance before my buddy shiro grabbed my shoulder and stopped me.
"Are you really going to go talk to that fag?" I could hear the disgust in his voice as he said it. (Shhhh I'm aware shiro is gay in the show but it's fine, this is my fan fic)
"I'm going to go tell him that I won't go to prom with him.." I could hear my voice crack as I said it, the words I said hurt me but it was true, I can't go to prom with him.
"Good, I'm glad you aren't like...lance" he made a horrible face as he said the precious boys name. I ran off to find him.
Nobody's POV
Keith ran off, finding lance in the art room.
"Lance.." Keith didn't know but he was actually unwillingly smiling. Lances face looked up from the drawing and immediately lit up to see the small smile keith had.
"Yes!?" He said it a bit louder than he meant to.
"Lance...I can't go to prom with you..I-I'm not gay" Lances face dropped, he looked like someone had just killed his cat.
"Oh.." he stood up and gave keith a strained smile. "It's alright.." he left the drawing and walked out of the room, not saying another word.
Keith's POV
I watched lance as he walked away, I noticed a small tear fall down his face as he was walking but he quickly wiped it away. I walked over to the picture and gasped. It was a picture of roses and azami, our favorite flowers. I gently folded the picture and put it in my pocket, then walked out of the room, my usual frown back on my face.
Lances POV
I went to go hide in the library. I had a nook there that no one ever bothered, I had hidden a few of my favorite books and an MP3 player there for when I want to skip class or when I want to die and right now, I want both. I sat in the corner of the area, pulling out "Orphan #8" (yes it's a real book and it's amazing but way to adult for me and anyone reading this) I read for a while before hearing someone outside of my hiding place. I put my book down and quietly got out, hoping to lead whoever it was away, my face was still tear steamed but I was pretty sure that it wasn't noticeable. I saw some of kieths buddies but didn't think anything of it until I heard one mumble
"Where is that pansy.." I started to walk away before one of them spotted me. "Hey! We see you! You can't run now!" I froze in my tracks, looking back at them.
Nobody's POV
The three guys walked towards lance he knew them all by name because they used to be his friends as well, Shiro, Lotor and Matt. They stopped in front of him all having disgusted looks on their faces. Shiro spoke first
"Why did you ask my friend out to prom, you know he hates you just like we do and just like the rest of the school does." Lance held his ground his face not changing from the small frown he had. Matt was next to speak
"Even if he was a fag he would never go out with you, you're disgusting" that one hurt him a bit. Lotor stayed quietly, watching him, no emotions on his face.
"B-But I like him...I just.." he trailed off, now staring at the ground.
"You just were trying to make him feel bad and force your gayness on him" Shiro sneered. Lance was now silently crying. Matt moved forwards and shoved lance to the ground before walking away. Shiro kicked him in the stomach and chuckled, walking away as well. Lotor stood there still emotionless before mumbling
"I'm sorry it had to be this way lance..." as he walked away. Lance layed there sobbing quietly, holding his stomach. He slowly got up and made his way out of the library. As he walked down the hallway he saw people giggling and looking at him but he didn't bother caring. At one point he even passed keith, he looked worried when he looked at the blue boy who had tears streaming down his face.
"Lance..what happened to you..?" Keith was obviously concerned but lance just kept quiet, once he made it to the doors he looked back at everyone, some looked worried, some looked amused, some didn't care. He pushed open the doors and started to walk home, his house was only a block or two away from the school but it felt like miles when walking this time. He went inside his house, his only friend celiosia the cat was there to greet him with love he gently picked up the small shorthair and walked up stairs and went out onto the roof, sitting there until dark. When Keith had gotten to his house two doors down and saw lance his heart broke, Lance noticed keith but ignored him.
Lance was still sitting on the roof watching the stars and petting his cat when it was 1 in the morning. Lance had gone inside once or twice, just so the cat could eat and use the litter box and so he could grab a razor blade, the cat wanted to be with him still so lance took celosia back up with him, she wandered around the roof as he made a few small cuts on his wrists. All of a sudden the cat sprinted to him and hid under his legs. He looked back, wondering what scared the cat and saw keith, slowly making his way twirls lance on the roof.
"Wh-What are you doing here?!" Lance said, a bit panicked, he was in the process of wrapping up his arms when Keith got there and no one knew that he cut.
"I wanted to check on you...you seemed..broken at school.." keith kept pausing as he said certain words. Lance quietly pulled his sleeve over the still bloody cuts and pet celiosia with his unharmed arm. Keith sat next to lanceand saw that he was cradling one of his arms.
"What happened lance..?" Keith's voice sounded a bit more urgent now.
"Your friends...th-they.." lance broke down in sobs before he could finish. Keith gently pulled Lances wrist to try to get his attention but lances hissed and whimpered, pulling his arm back.
"Lance you didn't..." both of them knew what he meant lance nodded his head, silently sticking out his arm for keith to pull up his sleeve. Keith gently pulled up the sleeve, revealing fresh cuts as well as scars. "Why.."
"Because your friends said that...that you would never love someone like me..and they hurt me.." he sobbed again, pulling his arm back. Keith's face went from worry to rage
"I never said they could do that! And that's not true I do love you!" He covered his mouth, he didn't mean to let that slip. Lance was now smiling slightly.
"R-really..?" Keith nodded and gently hugged lance, celosia now sitting partly on lances lap and partly on keiths, they both fell asleep on the roof.
A/N wow 1530 words, ima make a part two cause this part is so long already but yeah, hope you enjoy. love,
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