Dear J

5...

Dear J,
These weeks I've been feeling better and I rarely missed you I think it's been 3 months since I last wrote you.

But...

I saw you today, you looked handsome as always and you said hi and even gave me a hug. God you shouldn't have done that. Your scent is intoxicating to me and now here I am crying my eyes out because of you! Seeing you broke my heart I wanted to hold on to you like I was holding on to my life. I didn't wanna let you leave, but you're not mine anymore.

Fuck why can't I forget you?

Lo—hate,