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Chapter 8 (Night Ends)

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Yo's POV

Ok! So what did I just do?

Oh my god!! What I just did...😱😱

I let him hold me in his arm on the very first few hours of our first date..... Oh god! I can't be that desperate?? Or was I??

I can't believe myself what did I just do. Ok! Wayo get a grip of yourself. Anyways , that didn't felt strange. Instead, I felt safe 😳. Omo! Am I blushing now. Yeah ,I guess.

Thank god the light inside his car was off or he could have seen me blushing like crazy. What was I thinking anyway, before doing that and my heart, whats wrong with it now. Just stop beating at that pace ,already.

This all is so new to me but I am not scared. I am just too much excited and hoping that things like this would happen more in the future. Whatever this feeling is I'm loving it. Its just making me more worked up to think about what our future will be like if P'Phana and me really happens to get together by then.

I placed my hand on my ragging heart as I sneaked a secret glance on the man seating next to me. We haven't been talking since we left that place , where P'Phana took me to spend a moment he used to spend alone.

I am touched. I am not saying it just because I should . But I really am touched. Every thing he does, every thing he says, even a single motion of him arm sends my mind in an over drive mode. He is just so perfect. How can someone be this good.

I hope I am not judging him too early. I admit , I have started liking to be around him just with in few hours but I am not letting it take control of my mind. I won't behave recklessly.

I want something serious and permanent , not anything temporary. I might sound weird but thats true. I have never been with anyone and love have special spot in my life. I want something that my parents had.

The level of understanding, affection, adoration and love that my parents showed to each other . Made me want to have that too. Even after my mom is not here anymore, my dad had never let go of their love. He is still holding on to it and I admire him for that.

I took in a deep breath as I turned my eyes away from him ,closing them and fisted my right hand on my thigh. This is bad, really bad. But I can't seem to control it.

I heaved a long sigh opening my eyes and concentrating my mind on the lampposts passing by. Looking at them seem more interesting than pondering on unnecessary thoughts.

It didn't took long for us to reach the hotel I am staying at. When we were done with sight seing after our little date, P'Pha volunteered to drive me back, saying this will give him more time to spend with me.

He looked cute stopping me when I was about to call P'klah to pick me up. "Ummmn.... Yo! Would you mind i..... i..if I....umnn.. if I send to back."

He was nervous asking me that. Lower lip trapped between his teeth while he was constantly shifting from one feet to another. He looked like a giant baby giraffe being cute and all.

"P'... you don't have to. I can ask someone to pick me up. You don't need to bother yourself for that. It is fine , really ." I smiled at him seeing his adorable actions.