Waterboy [Yoonmin]

Setenta-Seite.

"Park over there." Jimin mumbled pointing  somewhere.

"That's way over there. I don't want to walk longer. I'm lazy."

"Hoseok, please."

"What's going on? You've been awfully quiet today."

"What? I can't be quiet?"

"No, because you're Jimin and Jimin is not quiet."

"I'm okay. Just park here please!"

"What even happened between Yoongi and you?"

"Nothing."

"Jimin."

"I sort of ended things with him! I'm panicking! I didn't text him back yesterday because of my mental breakdown! Now I can't see him!"

"You're so dramatic!"

"I know! Help me!"

"What did you fight about?"

"He saw a text message from, Chanyeol." He whispered.

"You been talking to Chanyeol?"

"Only through text message. He messaged me asking to meet up. He knows I'm with Yoongi and he's focused on school at the moment. I just wanted to meet up and clear the air between us."

"Are you a fucking air filter to clean the air or what?"

"Hoseok! You know what I mean!" He huffed crossing his arms.

"Why didn't you just tell, Yoongi?"

"Because I was scared he would get upset and he did. Then I saw him with Lisa and I called him a fuck boy and I feel so shitty for that. And I freak out and overreacted and—"

"Jimin. You're so dramatic."

"Stop it. I know!"

"Then? Why aren't you talking to him to fix your problems? Instead of ignoring him and letting him wonder!"

"I can't."

"Jimin." Hoseok sighed. Sometimes he really wanted to slap the shit out of him. But then he remembered that he was his best friend and he was in the border of a panic attack.

"I can't." He gasped. He felt like his lungs were closing up on him and he felt light headed. This happened to him sometimes.

When he was extremely stressed and overthinking it made his body feel all jittery, shaky and he had shortness of breath.

"Breathe. Just breathe. Calm down." Hoseok said looking him in the eyes.

Jimin took a deep breath and closed his eyes. It took him a few minutes but he managed to stabilize his breathing a bit.

"You good now?"

"No..." he couldn't finished his sentence because he started to cry.

"Jimin...don't cry."

"I'm so stupid. I'm so dumb. I-I'm a wimp."

"Why're you so afraid of all the sudden? You were so happy. Why are you letting this little fight tear you apart from him?"

"Because, I'm not good enough. He deserves much better and-and everything was going so great and—"

"Exactly. It was going great. You're good enough. Don't doubt yourself too much."

"I'm insecure. Everything is so good. I can't believe it's happening for me. I can't have so much luck."

"Stop ruining something good."