Destiel Oneshots

I'm sorry

(before I start this, sry for any typos, I was writing this at 4:30am last night and wasn't bothered to fix any grammar mistakes)

ok so

I'm ending this one shot book (if you can even call this a book)

I'm not rly motivated to write currently and I've been suffering mental health wise, and forcing myself to write shitty Destiel one shots haven't been helping, whatsoever. I don't rly feel like getting into the black void I call my emotions, so let's just ignore all that.

anyway, I'm rly sry to anyone that cares, I rly wanted to continue but every time I tried writing I just... couldn't? I'm honestly not sure how exactly to explain it... but you get the idea, right?

I rly want to give you guys a better reason for me ending this, but I just can't. I can't find one. I just don't want to write, all I want to do is give up and cry, which is mildly concerning, but it's nothing new.

Tysm for anyone who've read this far, and to those you couldn't get passed the first chapter! I appreciate each and every one of you so much, thank you for reading this! 

-ryan <3
(I rewrote this, no joke, 12 times. The first one was rly emotional where I actually talked about my mental health and why it's been stopping me from being a normal human being, but that seemed to personal, so I shortened it, a lot)