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" real depression is when you stop loving the things you love "
-Atticus
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You simply can't force someone to love you in the way you desire. You cannot force feelings. You cannot force someone to magically love you within a blink of an eye.
Love takes time. A strong and steady relationship takes time. Trust is earned, not given. In some cases, you don't even realize that you're in love. In some cases, you can't find the difference between love and obsession.
When you're in love, you just know it. It snaps, and boom. You're in love, right?
Or so, that's what I thought. My love life was one hell of a storm, and within the swirl of the storm, I stood in the pit of the storm, all by myself. There were lies, tears, smiles, laughs, and most importantly, love.
Jaeger was the man I loved, and he was the first, besides my father. Unknowingly, I gave him my heart, and in return, he continued to crush my heart into small shards.
I thought that maybe, just maybe, Jaeger had genuine feelings towards me, that he has finally opened his heart for me after all these years, but the truth? The cold and harsh truth is that he only married me for the inheritance of my share of the money his father has left behind in favor of my name.
I know very well that without Jaeger's father, my parents' company would be in shambles long before I was born, and forever will I be in his father's debt, but why must I be tortured through the pain of a one-sided-love?
Growing up, I always had a huge crush on the one and only, Jaeger Miles, and even as an adult, my feelings never once dwindled down. Everyone in our families knew of my undying love for the boy who soon turned into a man.
Our journey soon began months after his father's burial, where Jaeger started courting me randomly, unannounced, to which I completely fell into the fedded lies.
Sometimes, I wonder how my life would have played out, had I not fallen for the boy who continuously broke my heart throughout the years, even before I knew what love was.
Hello! So, this is a preview to one of my many pre-written books/stories that I never had the courage to post, but I really really loved this one, so I decided to post this sneak peak >.<
Now, I hope that one day, I can successfully finish this sorry line, so if you'd like for me to continue updating, please feel free to let me know !
Any who, stay tuned for more updates on this, and enjoy the rest of your lovely day !
-Xoxo Sandra🌙
