I know it's forbidden.
I can't let myself go in.
I know I can't let go.
I can't risk it.
I can't.
It's too dangerous.
Theres too much to lose
and I cant afford it.
But when I saw you that day I couldn't stop staring.
I'm pretty sure I felt my heart beating just a little bit faster.
And I know this doesn't mean anything. But when I knew it was you,
I couldnt help but feel sad.
Like I would miss something only you could give me.
Something sweet and beautiful.
Some kind of incredible story.
But hey im probably wrong.
We both know it's impossible.
This could never happend.
Not because of you.
Not because of me.
Not because of us.
But because of her.
I can't be the one who break her heart.
I don't want to be the reason of her pain. It would break me too.
She means so much to me.
So much I cant afford to risk it.
And you're not enough.
I am so sorry, I truly am.
You are not a good enough reason for me to lose her.
I barely know you.
And quite frankly I don't want to get to know you more.
It would be too hard.
It would hurt too much.
It's better that way.
For the both of us.
Trust me, it's for the best.
You and I.
It's forbidden.
And it will always remain that way.
Im sorry but I have to go.
But maybe,
Maybe you could hold me one last time.
Hold me tight.
To feel how it would feel.
To pretend one last time.
Just to taste what we could never have.
Please give me just a little bit more of us.
So I could remember the taste
Of that beautiful poison.
YOU ARE READING
Pieces of my mind.
PoetryHere are some thoughts I wrote down, usually late at night. Mostly about him. Sometimes about life. Read if you want to, react if you want to. It's just here because I feel like I need them to be somewhere. Somewhere to be found. Somewhere to be rem...
