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•••Robert leaned into the kiss, making it deeper. Our lips seemed to dance perfectly together.
My body was yearning for him, but I pulled away, resting my forehead on his and keeping my eyes closed. I smiled as I thought about what just happened.
Robert's hands trailed up my back, his middle fingers gliding on my skin before meeting my hair. He began twirling it around his fingers, playing around with it.
My eyes fluttered open, meeting his immediately. I bit my lip softly, my smile growing larger.
"God, you're so pretty it hurts," He whispered.
I giggled, hiding my face in the crook of his neck, "Thank you, Robert. The same could be said about you."
I leaned up slowly, still straddling him. "May I have my spot back?"
"I think I'd much rather keep you on my lap," Robert smirked, leaning up on his elbows.
"Right, how many girls have you said that to?" I scoffed quietly, leaning over him to get the Goldfish before placing them on his chest.
"Only you, love."
I rolled my eyes. That couldn't be true, but why did I care?
Fuckfuckfuckfuck
I was jealous!
I looked up at him from the box, only to see him already staring at me.
"I'm sorry about that, I just didn't want you to think I was a wuss or something," I mumbled.
Rob shook his head, "Don't be sorry, it was nice. You're a good kisser."
"Thank you, but you probably didn't feel anything and I don't want to catch any feelings or whatever," I waved my hand.
Robert frowned, "What do you mean 'feel anything'?"
I looked down, "When we did that, it was probably just a kiss and nothing more. I-I don't know, just.. I think I should get to bed." I stood up, leaving Robert dumbfounded.
Any other girl would be dying to have him. Sure, I might have a crush, but those come and go. I didn't want our relationship to get weird.
I looked over my shoulder at him, seeing that he had gotten up too. "Before you think this, I didn't kiss you because you're famous and attractive," I mumbled.
"Then why did you kiss me?" Robert quickly caught up to me, standing in my path so I couldn't keep walking.
"I.." I paused. Why did I kiss him? I can tell myself exactly why I kissed him, but telling Robert? That would be a chore. "It doesn't matter."
Rob only sighed, but didn't push for an answer. "How about you sleep with me tonight? I could use some company," He suggested.
I hesitated before nodding slowly. That was enough to get Robert to smile again.
Holy shit, I'd die for that smile.
Robbie picked me up bridal style and ran to his room, causing me to laugh. "Rob!" I wrapped my arms around his neck.
He threw me on the bed when we got to his room. I laughed harder into the blanket as I rolled off.
I laid on the ground for a moment to catch my breath before leaning up.
"Pffft!" Rob and I bursted into wheezes once again while I attempted to crawl onto his bed, finally making it. Rob plopped down beside me.
I looked up at him, the biggest grin ever present on my face. I'd never felt this way with anyone before. Robert was something special.
The only light in the room was a lamp which was behind Robert. I rolled off my back and onto my side to face him, he was already facing me.
It looked as though he was studying me like I was a fine piece of art. Robert scanned my body, not in a sexual way though. His eyes were taking in every curve and imperfection of my body. Usually, I was the self conscious type, but it didn't feel like Rob was judging the way I looked, more like.. Admiring it.
I couldn't help but stare at him while his eyes weren't on mine. I chose to do the same, but I wanted to touch him. I scooted closer, reaching my hand up to his short, messy curls. This made him look into my eyes. I smiled, biting my lip. His green eyes were piercing, not quite as dark green as emeralds, but they sure shined like one. Thick eyelashes outlined his eyes, giving a nice contrast between light and dark.
His lips were a soft red color, they were tempting, yes, but I didn't give in just yet. Robert's stubble complimented his lips, again, giving his face a nice contrast.
His face was slim and his cheekbones were chisled. I ran my thumb over his cheek softly, then my fingers traced his skin, down to his jawline. It was sharp and defined, which I found very attractive, along with many of Robert's other features.
I looked into his eyes again as his arms snaked around my waist, pulling my body against his. At this moment, I realized, I was genuinely falling for him. I wanted to be his forever, but a guy as wonderful as Robert falling for a scrap like me? That's never gonna happen.
I didn't realize I had looked down until Robert grabbed my chin, lifting my face back up. My breath hitched when his lips met mine. My eyes fluttered closed again as I melted into his touch. My arms wrapped around his neck and he pulled me up against him, despite us already touching.
The kiss broke soon after we had both run out of breath. "Are you tired yet, love?" He asked, turning to switch the lamp off.
"Emotionally or physically?" I partially joked.
Robert chuckled, facing me again. I could barely make out his face until my eyes adjusted to the darkness. "Rob, I know now isn't the time for a deep conversation, but what are your feelings towards me?"
Robert stiffened a bit. "Well, I'd hate to ruin how close we are, so I think it's best to keep that to myself for right now."
I nodded, sighing quietly in disappointment. I prayed to God it wasn't anything bad.
Just as I had begun drifting in and out of sleep, Robert called my name.
I opened my eyes, squinting at the bright light. I hummed in response.
"You must not have heard the alarm, it's time to get up, darling," He sat down next to me.
Are you fucking serious?
I groaned softly, "Already?"
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