𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥. | BRYNZIE (discontinued.)

XXV

i hate what i did to brynzie
and ladia
lowkey bout to make myself cry
ima cry harder than i did when i finished watching stranger things S3
forgive me pls <3

Brynn arrived at the party, not expecting to see Hunter there, but oh boy, he was there. He immediately ran up to her and started interrogating her on where she'd gone and why she wasn't responding to his texts or calls. Truthfully, she wanted to just break up with him right then and there, but she knew that would be shitty, and she didn't want to make a scene.

But who was she kidding? Brynn was kind of shitty. She played boys and then dumped them. Moving on in hours while her newfound ex cried for months. She was presumably heartless. But she didn't want to be like that. Yet here she was, repeating the same pattern. Gaining interest in someone new, and ignoring her current partner, then breaking up with them for the new person, and repeating that cycle.

It never ended, no matter how much she wanted it to. She wanted to be good to Hunter. She wanted to break up with him on good terms, because that boy deserved so much better. He didn't deserve to shed even a single tear over her. But Brynn wanted to break up with him in private, and she wanted to do it before Kenzie arrived. And she definitely didn't want Hunter seeing her with Kenzie. Then she'd look even more like a slut.

Brynn was screwed either way. Actually no, Brynn was fucked either way. She was doomed to fail. Either Kenzie or Hunter would get hurt. And she didn't want to be the one who had to choose. So when she saw Kenzie coming toward her and Hunter, she accepted that this time, it was her who was going to get hurt.

Which is why she didn't stop Hunter from kissing her. And why Kenzie saw. And why the girl she wanted walked away with her friend. And why Brynn had to break up with Hunter in a bitchy way.

"Hunter," Brynn said, "I can't do this anymore!"

"Do what?" He asked.

"I'm breaking up with you."

"Why? What did I do?"

"It's not you, it seriously is me."

"Don't give me that bullshit Brynn!"

"It is me! It's because I'm gay! That's why. I can't pretend anymore. Now, I need to go, please don't tell my mom Hunter!"

And Brynn set off to find her girl.

-

Nadia stormed up to Hayden and Lauren, tapping them on the shoulder.

"What?" Lauren asked, annoyed that her and Hayden been interrupted.

"I need to talk to you." Nadia said.

"Fuck off Nadia." Lauren responded.

"Don't be a bitch! I'm being fucking serious!" Nadia said.

Lauren backed away from Hayden, "I'll be back."

"Come with me." Nadia said, taking Lauren's hand and leading her upstairs to her room.

She navigated the halls until she reached the Polaroid covered door, mainly filled with pictures of her and Lauren. Nadia opened the door and pushed Lauren inside, locking it behind them.

"What the fuck Lauren!" Nadia yelled, "I told you not to do those things with him!"

"Who cares? I told my brother not to take you from me but guess what? He fucking did!" Lauren yelled back.

"Did you seriously want Hayden to be your first time?"

"Who gives two shits anymore Nadia! The person I wanted it to be with ran away with my brother!"

Nadia took a deep breath, "I really wanted to break up with him. Hell, I'm supposed to be out there with him but instead I'm up here with you. I'm sorry. I just didn't want either of you to get hurt."

"I got hurt the minute you said yes to him, so don't use that bullshit on me."

Nadia was silent, and Lauren was furious. May I point out that this isn't a good thing?

Laurens started walking toward Nadia, "Your whole relationship is bullshit. Our friendship, is bullshit. Me and Hayden are bullshit. Every time I pretended to be happy was bullshit!"

She was backing Nadia up against a wall, Lauren kept pushing Nadia back with her hand, while yelling at the girl.

"All that time I hoped it was me! Me who got to hold you! Me who got to kiss you! I hoped that one day I would call you mine! But no! It's complete and utter bullshit! All of it!"

Beyond Lauren's yelling, Nadia heard two other voices. Payton and Carson.

"Nadia!"

"Lauren!"

"Where are you guys?"

They were coming up the stairs, and Lauren needed to shut up before they were discovered, so Nadia did the only thing she could think of.

"This whole time I bet you never even once considered-"

She kissed Lauren. And she kissed her until Payton and Carson's voices faded away, and their footsteps disappeared.

She pulled away, "They almost found us."

Lauren was silent.

"Lauren? Are you okay?"

"No."

"What?"

"I told you I'm not fucking okay!" Lauren screamed, "The one time you kiss me, it's only because you didn't want to be found by John's friends! Do you know how long I've wanted you to kiss me? And then you kiss me for some stupid ass reason? That hurts Nadia! It fucking hurts! So fuck you!"

"Lauren please." Nadia said, trying to prevent the girl from leaving the room.

Lauren pushed Nadia out of her way, "Get the fuck away from me! Don't ever talk to me again okay? Fuck you Nadia Turner!"

And with that, Lauren was gone. Nadia leaned against the wall, and sunk down to the ground. She buried her head in her hands.

She failed. The one person she cared about the most, and tried not to hurt, had ended up more hurt that John. And it was all Nadia's fault.

Everyone but Hayden probably agreed, that that party was the worst one the Orlando's ever had.

y'all im really sorry
but these things happened for a reason
but hey
johayden is unproblematic for now
that's fun
also who should chase d8 bc he is a good boy who deserves love
unless i make his relationship have drama too 😈