Beyonce p.o.v
"Nicki it worked!"
"What worked?"
"The contract."
"That's great Bey I'm happy for you." She said in a low tone and I furrowed my brows this time.
"Nicki is something wrong you always show me your face when I call. What's wrong?"
"My mother died." She said finally showing me as tears welled in her eyes.
Her eyes were bloodshot red, puffy eyelids, her hair was a mess; she looked like she went through hell and back.
"Oh. Nicki I'm soo sorry. Nicki I'm on my way!" I exclaimed as I hopped out of bed heading to my closet.
"No Bey you don't have to d-" I stopped moving and cut her off.
"Onika I'm coming to see you and there's nothing you can do about it. Just give me a day then I can be with you for 4 days. Okay mama." I said sternly and she nodded finally showing me her puffy face.
"Okay." She said as she covered her face in her hands.
She hung up and I sighed. I actually wanted to talk to her more. I bit my lip and called grace.
"Hey Grace." I said carrying out the e.
"What so you want Beyonce?"
"The clearence to go see Nicki. Her mother just died." I said simply as I took out my suitcase.
"Normally I'd say no but yes of course. You had a photoshoot but I can reschedule it when you get back. Tell her I'm very sorry for her loss I remember when I lost my mother."
"Yeah that was tough."
"Listen I know you want to be there for her but once it hits her you have to push back a bit. Everyone reacts diffrently so just observe and act accordingly."
"I will thank you for the advise."
"Anytime Bey. Send me her location and I'll get you the jet there and back. Do you need anything else?"
"No. Can you set the flight right after my show tomorrow?"
"Yes. Bye Bey."
"Bye."
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Nov 31,2012
Bey p.o.v
The whole plane ride to Nicki I was nervous as to how I should handle things. Should I try and distract her or comfort her and help her remember the good memories with her mom. Or relate to her with my fathers passing and what I went through and did. Or if she knew something was weong with her mother or if she died of natrual causes.
Once I made it to the hotel. She wasn't in the front so I walked up to her room. I was just about to open it when I seen something move at the corner of my eye. She was on the balcony hunched over with a glass of wine in her hands as she swivled it around looking at the sunset.
3 months later
"Bey come on just do it one time and I'll leave you alone?" She asked me as she closed the door behind her.
"No it wouldn't be right." I crossed my arms and shook my head.
I knew me and Nicki haven't talked in a little over a month but this is crazy. Risking what we have. She started walking towards me and I slowly backed away.
"You haven't talked to her in how long? If she really wanted you she'd be here." She placed her hands on my hips and I put my hands on top of hers.
Maybe she's right. I squinted my face as I thought about it. She leaned forwards and grazed her lips along me neck.
"Come on I know you missed some of this." She chimed as she rised her lips to my ear.
She slid her hands from my waist. One to my ass and the other to my leg to lift it up. I heard a creek and looked up. I made eye contact with Nicki. I stopped dead in my tracks as Nicki dropped everything she was holding. Tears in her eyes she ran out the door.
I pushed Cherice off of me and dashed after Nicki cursing myself to even letting Cherice get to me. I been holding out on her for months and now of all moments I was about to let that go for a good time. I rolled my eyes at myself; I was too late. Nicki dissapeared behind the elevator door with her hands covering her face. I sighed and walked back to the room. Cherice was picking the stuff up off the ground.
"I'm sorry." Was all she said with a smirk as she continued to pick the stuff up.
My skin started boiling. I dashed to her and took her by the neck and slung her head into the door. Over and over again until I seen blood on the frame.
"Leave now and don't ever bother me again." I said looking her in the eye as she held her face.
2 months later
"Bey come on you gotta come with me?" Kelly said as she rummaged through my closet.
"I don't want to." I said as I sunk back into the pillows.
"No you need to get out of this funk starting with getting you in the shower. No offense Bey but you smell like ass." She said and threw some clothes on my bed.
I rolled my eyes and flipped over. Burying my face in the pillows. She groaned and latched onto my ankles and dragged me to the edge lf my bed. I furrowed my brows at her.
"Shower now!" She exclaimed.
Knowing she wouldn't give up I got up, grabbed the clothes, and hopped into the shower.
I washed quickly thinking over how this night would go. I got dressed and did my hair before stepping out of the bathroom. Kelly escorted me out of the hotek and into her car where some guy was sitting in the drivers side. She turned to me with a smile.
"Bey this is Jay Jay this is Bey. We've been dating for the past 3 months."
Oh how great for her to tell me now. I just fake smiled at the dude as he looked me over.
"That's nice." I said simply and looked out the window.
The ride there was a blur. I truly don't want to be bothered but the comfort of alcohol was calling my name as soon as I walked in.
