Nicki p.o.v
I feel so much better after having Bey here. She helped me accept the fact that my mother was gone and not be angry at the fact that she was gone even though we had so much to do together. But after a few days I shut down completely. Grief had stricken me harder than I thought.
I spent most of my time in the studio just goofing off. I even dabbled in drugs mostly xanex and weed nothing major. Then the depression came after my high was over so I knocked that habit too. I was just wallowing in my sarrows for the longest until commkn sence hit me like a truck.
I have a loving girlfriend who would help me through my bull shit if I asked. Even if I didn't she'd still be there to fill the void I have. So I hopped on my plane and flew to her city. But when I got there I wasn't expecting tonsee what I saw. She was hugged up with Cherice the bitch I was helping her get away from. The bitch who did her dirty. I was so fustrated I didn't trust myself to speak so when she turned around the only thing I could do was walk away before I caught a case on both of they asses.
I mean I knew not talking to Bey would bring us back a bit but not so far to where she cheated on me. I hopped back into depression. I wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt I mean I did spend 3 months not talking to her. But by then I thought it was too late. 2 months had gone by of me debating so hit her up or not like she was just some random bitch off the street. Channel and Chantel were the ones to talk me out of it.
*F*L*A*S*H*B*A*C*K*
"Nicki!" Chantell called as she snapped her fingers infront of my face.
"What!" I groaned and snapoed my head back forwards.
I was starring ofd inti the distance as she did my make up.
"Nicki baby what's wrong? You been out of it for the longst. Right when I thought things were getting better here we are back in square one." Channel commented as she fialled away on my nails.
"Yeah I know y'all it's just that stuff with Bey."
"I'm sick of this why don't you go see her." Toney said and I groaned.
"What you mean go see her? She cheated on Nicki?" Channel said.
"But Nicki forgave her." Channel said.
"But she don't know that." Toney chimed in.
"Nicki just go see her ypu never know what could've happened?" Ivy suggested as she walke into my room.
"I thought you didn't like her." Channel said and Ivy glared at her.
"Of course I don't but I don't like seeing Nicki not happy so go get your women back." She said sternly and I shrugged okay.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
But when I got to her hotel room I wasn't expeacting what I seen. I called out for her when I opened her door and she didn't respond. I figured she was in the bathroom and went in her room. I stopped dead in my tracks when I found her.
She was sprawled out on her bed her hair and her clothes were a mess. They were ripped up, she had red marks on her wrist, and scratch marks on her thighs.
"Oh fuck no!" I exclaimed and called the ambulance quickly.
I left out of her room and talked to them in the hallway. I was hysterical on the phone with them. Then I called her manager Grace. She picked up after one ring.
"Hey Nicki darling w-"
"I ne-e-ed yo-u t-t-o co-o-ome to t-t-he hospital." I choked out and her tone dropped.
"What happened?" She asked as I heard shuffling.
"I don't know!" I exclaimed.
"I got off my ass to come and see her and I found her in her room. Unconscious I think. I mean I hope. What if she's dead?" I muttered the last part.
"What! Nicki I need more explaining! What happened?" She screamed.
"I came to her room to surprise her and she was on her bed. I dont know what happened but it looked like she was assulted. I think somebody raped Bey." I said as the realization hit me.
Once of the paramedics approched me as I started to feel woozy. I reached out for him but it was too late.
