Am I Not Good Enough? A Bendy x Sammy fanfic

Chapter 1.

"No. This isn't quite right. Why can't I write today?"

I stared down at my work desk, which was scattered with scrapped music and ink spills. I sighed, rubbing my temples in frustration.

"Focus, Sammy. This is what you're here for, either way. Just... think of why you're doing this. Get any inspiration you can..." I mumbled softly, closed my eyes, and tried to think. But as I struggled to think of anything music related, he showed up in my mind. My sweet lord flooded my thoughts once again, and before I knew what was happening, I forgot about everything I was doing, have done, and would be doing. All Bendy, Bendy, and Bendy. I felt my face heat up as I buried myself in my thoughts of him, ignoring reality. I am just an insane worshipper, and he's a strong and independent lord. I know he'd never want anything to do with me, but I can still daydream and try my hardest. Try my hardest to get him to feel anything for me. I'd do anything for that. I giggled lightly at my foolish thoughts, but they soon came to a horrifying end when I heard a familiar, soothing voice from behind me.

"What's so funny, Lawrence?"

I looked behind me only to fall out of my chair in shock. There was Bendy, looking over my shoulder at the table and scattered papers.

"M-My lord!" I shrieked, blushing profusely. "Umm, hello! When did you get here?"

"Oh, I was here for a few minutes I think." He said calmly. "You didn't seem to be writing though. What are you thinking about?"

"O-Oh, Nothing in particular..." I lied. "Uhh, just trying to think of anything to write a song about! I have no ideas right now... heh..."

Bendy stared into the eyes of my mask. It felt like he was doubting me, and I hate that feeling. I hate lying to him to begin with, but it was for his sake, too. We continued staring at each other awkwardly for what felt like hours, until he finally spoke.

"Mh. Alright. Good luck with that, I guess." He said to me, and then left the room. I sighed with relief, and layed down on the floor. I slowly shut my eyes and mumbled softly to myself;

"Maybe one day..."