Am I Not Good Enough? A Bendy x Sammy fanfic

Chapter 10.

It's been a few weeks since when me and Bendy hung out, and yet I still haven't been able to stop thinking about it. These past few weeks have been nice as well. I finally got more time to talk with my friends, and even got to talk with Norman a little!

Actually, talk isn't really the right word. I've officially learned that he's mute now and only speaks in sign language, which is unfortunate because I've never learned it. Despite this, I think our current relationship would be slightly better than an acquaintance? Oh well.

I woke up this morning feeling rather well. I got up, left my sanctuary, and proceeded to wander around the studio. I wondered how I could possibly muster up the courage to confess to Bendy. How would he even take it? Would he be shocked? Angry? Would he think of me as a joke? Or would I be shunned out of the community or killed? My thoughts were soon interrupted when I heard running footsteps behind me, growing closer. I turned around to face the approaching person when they suddenly pinned me against the wall, grabbing me by my wrists. I looked up to their face, to reveal Norman staring down at me. Shock took the best of me, and I assumed something I shouldn't have.

"Woah. Okay. Uh, Norman, we're buds and all, but you know that my heart belongs to Bendy!" I suddenly blurted out. He replied with a look of confusion, wondering what I could've meant by that, but it suddenly hit him. He let go of my wrists and frantically shook his hands in a way to say that was not at all what he meant to do. "Ah, I'm so sorry for jumping to that conclusion! I'm such an idiot!" I apologised profusely. "...Wait, what were you trying to do then?" Norman aggressively tried to sign out what he was trying to say, only to build up more frustration when I reminded him that I couldn't understand. He shrieked in irritation and grabbed me by the hand, practically dragging me to what he was trying to tell me about. He eventually stopped at a doorway and motioned for me to keep quiet. He turned off his light to keep attention off of himself and peeked inwards, leaving just enough room for me to look as well. Once I did look, my heart sunk.

Inside that room was Bendy, the love of my life, and Susie, my most hated member of this society, conversing with each other. It seemed innocent enough, until you actually listened in. What it truly was was a bunch of flirtatious remarks flying back and forth between them, mostly coming from Susie herself. If that wasn't bad enough, some of them seemed almost....

Suggestive.

I couldn't tell what I was feeling. All I knew about it was that it was all negative in every way. I stared until my emotions faded away into total numbness. I glanced at Norman, who was writing something down on a piece of paper he found. Once he finished writing, he flipped the paper to me, allowing me to read his writing.

"Sorry, I felt like you had to know what was going on. I hope you're not upset with me. I hate Susie too, I hope this ends soon. It's disgusting." It read.

I looked up to his face, nodded slightly, and walked away, grabbing a nearby Alice plush on my way out. I slowly lumbered back to my sanctuary. I picked up my Bendy plush with my other hand, and sat down on the floor. I kept switching from looking at one to the other, suddenly feeling hot tears streaming down my face. My head hurt, but my heart hurt so much worse. I put the Bendy plush down gently and stared at the Alice plush, now holding it with both hands. Suddenly, I was filled with more rage than I've felt in my entire life as I dug my thumbs into the stupid thing. I shrieked in rage as I threw the plush to the ground. I grabbed my axe and started mutilating the thing, while screaming hate speech and horrible profanities about Susie. I kept going until the axe broke in half, and then stared at the mess of stuffing and fabric strewn about the floor. I laughed lightly, but it slowly escalated into psychotics. I could barely recognise my own voice as my laughter rang in my ears, tears still streaming down my face. I felt satisfied, yet it still somehow wasn't enough. When I finally calmed down, I turned my head to face my Bendy plush, which was peacefully laying on the floor. I walked towards it and picked it up, bringing it to eye level.

"Oh, Bendy...~" I cooed, a huge smile plastered on my face. "I'm not going to give you up that easy, and I'm not going to let you be seduced by that stupid witch. You will me mine. She'll give you up to me..." I gently planted a kiss on the doll's forehead, then set it on my desk. I sat down on the floor and studied the mess I made.

"She doesn't have a choice."