Blind-Eyed Fool

Dear father

Why can't you just let me go
I don't want this
All you've ever done is hurt me
I want to hate you but I can't
Why did you do it
Why do you keep coming back
I just want to be free
Why can't you just let me be
I'm not safe in my dreams
You're always watching me
Can't you tell you've put me through enough hell?
You chose her
You told us to leave
You left us and yet you still torment me
You gave me to the flames
You gave me to the rain
You gave me nothing but endless goddamn pain
You lied to me
You left me
You tried so damn hard to kill me
I wish you could've tried harder, asshole
Show me my damn demons within
Show me every time I've sinned
You're trying to exorcise the one you brought to their own demise
You're a fool
She's using you as her goddamn tool
If there's anyone who need to die it's that lying bitch you call your wife
She made you her soldier
She made you weak
She made you hurt your children and for what?
Yeah, go give me something to cry about why don't you?
It's not like you haven't done enough as it is
So as the wise ones always say
Go fuck yourself