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________________________________ I came out of the loo , just finished opening old and creating new scars. I walked into the kitchen to find Danny pouring milk into a bowl of cereal.
The voices in my head haven't stopped shouting their words of hate.
"You worthless Bitch! Dan doesn't love you, why would he any ways, you're fat, ugly, you cut yourself, you break promises, you're dumb, and he's big and famous. Why have you when he can have several girls right at his feet? He just feels bad for you. Go back into the bathroom and continue doing the only thing you can actually do right."
"Why do I exist?" He asked.
"So that you can love me." I replied not looking from my phone.
"No seriously. I'm stupid, I'm worthless, I'm clumsy, I can't do anything right."
"Dan stop you know that's not true." The voices getting louder telling me that everything he was saying was actually about me. I tried not to cry.
"I break everything. Skylar... why? Why do you stay with me? I don't deserve to exist."
"Daniel Howell! Shut the bloody hell up!" I began to cry, "You are my only will to live! You are the reason I keep everything going! Everything you are saying right now is not true! Not for you at least. For me, maybe, but not you and you know it Damnit Dan!" He walked over to the counter I was sitting at and looked at me with the cutest eyes ever. Then he walked around and came over to me. He put his hand on my cheek and wiped away a tear, then he slid his hand down to my shoulder, and then to my waist pulling me into a hug.
"Skylar... are they back?"
"What?" I sobbed.
"The voices... are the voices back?" I nodded into his shoulder. He sighed. "Luv, you're stronger than they are. Don't listen to them. I love you with all my might and they won't change it. It'll be okay. Just take deep breaths." He never let go. He just stood there whispering into my ear, calming me down.
"Skylar."
"Yes?" I asked with my head on his shoulder, he started playing with my blue hair.
"I love you. More than anything, I love you. Nothing might change that." He kissed the side of my head, on my temple.
Just then Phil came around the corner looking like a lost puppy.
