Love Live/Bandori One-Shots!(or short stories)

Yoshiko x More depressed Riko x You| MATURE

We all know that Riko is self-depreciating, so this is the next stage.

Riko Pov
Today I didn't want to practice so I went to the music room and sat in front of the piano. I stared at it before lifting the cover and pressing a few keys, after determining that it didn't need tuning I got ready to play. 'But what should I play?' I thought. Before I know it, my fingers knew what to play.

I then started singing unconciously.
Riko: "

She said she wants to end it all
When she's all alone in her room
She cries,the way she feels inside
Is too much for her.

When all you've got is these four walls
It's not that hard to feel so small
Or even exist at all

So how come no one heard her when she said

Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was, would it finally be enough
To shut all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word, hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm

She doesn't she's beautiful
'Cause no one ever told her so
And the demons that she hides
Are all she knows
And maybe she can fall in love
With someone in her life that she could trust
And tell her she's enough

How come no one heard when she said

Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was, would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word, hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone

When all you've got is these four walls
It's not that hard to feel so small
When all you've got is these fout walls
It's not that hard to feel so small

She wants to be enough
All she wanted was to be enough
So what does it take?
Maybe it's not too late

How come no one heard her when she said

Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was, would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word, hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm
Gone, gone

This is not where I belong

"

I flutter my eyes open and start writing a note on a loose piece of paper, including why I'm doing what I'm about to do and my password to the last song that I have composed and sang. I then take my portable knife and slit my throat facing opposite of my things and the piano, my blood gushes out and I finally get to rest without torment. I smile a bit.

You Pov
I was listening to Riko playing piano during practice, but then it stopped. A few minutes passed but silence ensued. Nononono, this can't be happening! I never thought that this was actually how far she would go to ease the pain. I rush to the music room not caring about changing, school rules, or my body pleading me to stop. A burst of adrenaline allows me to burst into the room only to be met with despair, she had already slit her throat and died. My knees gave up and I placed Riko's still head on my lap before releasing loud wails and sobs. Soon enough the others arrived and were shocked at the scene displayed: Riko with a slit throat whose head rested on my lap, a small knife not too far and her things near or on the piano. I continued sobbing before crying louder after Dia read the note she left:
"Dear Aqours,
I am so glad that I got some true happy and peaceful moments with all of you, the voices were always there unless all of you came. I admit that I have read yuri doujins and other things that the "children" should not know of, but that was the only other way of stopping the voices even if only temporary and skeptical. I am sorry for any trouble I may have caused or stirred. Please listen to the last song that I performed, the password is Ucchichi. Also, Yocchan I love you so much even if you don't like me in that way or hate me, I just wanted to get it off as I have also fallen(no pun intended) for You-chan.
            Love,
                   Sakurauchi Riko          "
I bawled my eyes out before listening to her last song with the others. I then looked at Yoshiko who nodded at me.
On the ride home, Yoshiko came with me and we killed ourselves the same way that Riko had. We met her in heaven and started our relationship while guarding and protecting the other members, especially Chika who grew deep depression knowing that her fellow year-mates and best friends were dead. Soon enough though, us three couldn't protect them and they all died as we had around the same time period. From there, Aqours continued in heaven.

A lot darker than I expected, damn, I'll have to put mature on. I guess I can swear now. FUCK MY DARK MIND, FUCK HOW THEY ALL DIED, AND FUCK THE DOMINO EFFECT!! Also, please request, I want things to be requested and not just my random thoughts.