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                                Alaina
It's been 7 years since I've seen jahseh ever since I've moved back to New York everything changed I Lowkey hate that I had to go back just because my mom wanted us to spend some time with family and the other reason was because I was getting bullied to the point I started cutting and started rethinking weather if I should just end it or deal with it..... The last time I've seen jahseh was when I was 12

I'm now 18 and I deadass regret not telling jahseh I was moving back to New York, only reason I didn't tell him because I didn't want to hurt him, he probably hates me now.. but it's not my fault

                                 Jahseh
Vro this life shit ain't for me Every fucking body just walking out my life Huh? So it's fuck me right?, im 19 years old and shit from over 7 years ago still fucking bothers me

Imagine being close with someone for 4 years and then they leave without telling you shit... I mean we were only close friends but I had feelings for this girl, she was the first person whoever understood me and my problems but I guess all that faded away

Why am I stressing over this shit?... Alaina was removed from my life for a reason and I need to accept that

                                 Alaina
I opened my drawer to grab my blade because I felt the need to cut, I couldn't take all this pressure being built on top of me, I went into the bathroom and raised my sleeve

I watched as the blade lacerated my arm and my blood disgorged on the floor feeling the pain really did make me feel a little better because I felt like I deserved it

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