What the Heart Wants

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Jasmin
I woke up this morning and I could hear the drill outside.

I put on my house coat and looked out the window.
D was outside changing my tires.
He had on a wife beater and some of those grey Nike shorts.

I brushed my teeth then went downstairs.

It's the middle of June so it pretty damn hot out side.
I grabbed a orange juice from out the fridge then went out side.

"Good morning." I said while standing next to him.
"Good morning." He responded looking at me.

"Look I'm sorry." I said handing him the bottle.
He wiped the sweat off of his forehead.
"D." I said looking at him.

He was sitting on one of the old tires then he stood up.
I looked up at him.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't had flipped out like that, I told you I didn't want to be in a relationship but then I started treating you like we were in one... my only problem is that I really like you... and when I saw you with that nigga I lost it." He said looking at me.

"Don't say you like me then you don't want to be in a relationship... what ever happens happens at this point." I said looking up at him.

He took the juice then looked at me.
"Yo moms and pops home?" He asked looking down at me.

"No." I said looking up at him.

"Ok I didn't want to wake them up, where they go?" He asked.

"They left yesterday for a "baecation"." I said laughing.
"Leave them alone they deserve it." He said looking at me.
"I was so mad last night, I forgot yo damn tires was in the back." He said looking down at me.
"Thank you for putting them on for me." I said looking up at him.

"You like having me wrapped around yo fingers don't you?" He asked looking at me.
"I wouldn't say I got you wrapped around my finger." I said leaning against my gate.

He stood in front of me and grabbed the top of the gate that was over my head.
I looked up at him and he looked down at me.
I pulled his face down and we kissed, tongue and all.

"You really do got me wrapped around your finger." He said moving away from me.
He fixed the last tire on then we went in my house.

He sat on the couch and I sat next to him on my knees.
I started to rub his waves with my hand.
"Girl stop, you gone make something happen that you don't want to happen." He said.

"Why do this little shit be turning you on?" I asked looking at him.
"Because I really like you." He said looking at me.
"Then why don't you want me to be your girl friend." I said looking at him and leaning on the couch.
"Because I'm not ready." He said looking at me.
"I guess." I said while standing up and pulling the panties out my ass.
"Where you finna go?" He asked.

"To the kitchen, are you hungry?" I asked looking down at him.
"Yeah actually I am." He said standing up and sitting at the counter.

I cooked some eggs, toast, sausage, and grits.
"You want to spend the night tonight?" He asked looking at me from the back.
"I don't know." I said looking at him.

I made his plate then I made mine.

We sat down and ate.
"Let's go to the club, bring some of your girls and I'll bring my guys." He said eating.
"Ok I'll see what I can do, but make sure you bring yo cute friends." I said looking at him.
"I'm not judging a guy, so you tell me who to bring." He said looking at me.
"Ight bring Anthony, Cj, Pic, and Dame." I said looking at him.

"And Who are you bringing?" He asked.
"I'm being Mya, Renee, Tati, and Erica." I said looking around.

See Mya has been my friend since 5th grade she's shorter than me, she is thick, and she has long curly hair.