What the Heart Wants

~6~

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It's been a long week with out talking to her.
I walk her to her car everyday and we don't talk at all.
It was Thursday night and I walked her to her car as always.
"Please just talk to me, let me explain myself to you, let me make it up to you." I said looking at her.

"You are so persistent, I can't believe how dedicated you are to this." She said looking at me.
"I feel bad, I should've told you about what happened." I said looking at her.
"You can't turn back time, you can only make up for what you did." She said closing her door.
"Go get in the car so I know you good." She said looking at me.
I got in the car and she pulled off.

I started to drive home and when I pulled up pic and Mya was parked out side my crib.

I was back at my crib in Orland Park.
I parked in the drive way then I got out the car.

"Wassup pic, wassup mans Bestfriend." I said looking at them.
"I can't stand yo centipede built ass." Mya responded.
"Shape that up a little." I said pointing at her mustache.

"Mutha fucka." She said covering her lip.

I laughed.
"Wassup." I said looking at them.
"We came out here to see what the fuck is going on between you and jazz." Pic said looking at me.

"Man come on dawg, the shit that's going on between us stays between me and Jazz." I said looking at them.

"Jazz won't talk to me at all... her sister told me it got sum todo with yo ass. Dog face. I don't care if it don't got shit to do with me but when my Bestfriend for over 10 years stop talking to me, that's when it becomes my problem." Mya said looking at me.

"And I went up there to see Adam the other day and she saw me and mean mugged the fuck out of me not even speaking." Pic said shaking his head.

"What did yo stank breath ass do to her?" Mya said sitting on the hood of Pic car.

I rolled my eyes. "Come inside."

We went inside and we walked into the kitchen.
"Y'all want some water, or sum?" I asked.
"We good." Mya said.

"I fucked Lilly." I said shaking my head.
Mya looked at me and I shook my head.
"I know I fucked up... but I was getting clogged up, and me and her wasn't together... what makes it worst is that I fucked both of them the same day." I said looking at pic.

"You are one dirty nigga, you could've gave her aids, you had Jasmin thinking you really liked her...." I cut her off.
"I do really like Jasmin, I wasn't thinking straight. I waited all this time to have Jasmin... I know I fucked up but she said we were just friends." I said looking down at her.

"He do have a point because Jasmin even told me that." Pic said looking at Mya.
"Jasmin likes you so much I don't know how your gonna make this right... I want her to be happy and it seemed like when she was hanging out with you she was happy." Mya said sitting at the counter.

"I know Mya I know, I feel fucked up about it already... she wouldn't even look at me. I tried giving her, her space, but I feel like I can't be too far away from her." I said.

"The crazy thing is, even though you fucked Lilly hoe ass, I know you really care about Jasmin..." Pic said.
"Jasmin really likes and care about you too." Mya said.

"We just gotta help y'all out a little." Pic said looking at me. "Imma text you with the info foo. Don't be late either." Pic said looking at me.
"Merch I won't." I said looking at him.

"Don't Tell dame, that nigga been creeping on Jasmin since high school." I said looking at Pic.
"I won't." Pic said.

They left out and I was alone again.