What the Heart Wants

~5~

D
"O hell naw!" I said looking at her.
"Get up shorty." I said tapping her thigh.
She sat up and looked at me.
I had her phone unlocked and in my hand.
"Who the fuck is this nigga Twan." I said scrolling through the messages.

"Lay down you trippin dawg." She said turning on the couch.
"No get up, who is this nigga?" I said grabbing her arm.
"That's a nigga that wants to fuck me." She not even looking at me.
"Well why is this nigga texting you like you single single?" I asked looking at her.
"D lay down and shut the fuck up... it's too early for you to be yelling." She said turning on the side towards the tv

Jasmin
I woke up in a whole lotta pain.
D was up watching tv and eating cereal.
I had a blanket wrapped around me and my feet was on his lap.
"What time is it?" I asked wrapping the cover around me.
"It's 1." He said watching tv still.

"O fuck. My momma and daddy is on they way home."  I said standing up and putting my clothes on.
"Shit." David said standing up and looking at the couch.
"What." I said standing up.
I turned around and looked at the couch.
It was the spot.

"Fuck! What do we do?" I asked looking at him.
"Um... take the cover off the cushion." David said. "Open the window so the sex can get out the room."

I took the cover off and open the window.
I gave the cover to David and he took it to the basement.
"Ight, I'm finna go move my car so yo people can pull in then imma be right back." D said looking at me.
"Ok." I said looking at him.

At this point I had on my tube top and my panties.
I went up stairs and I started to run me a shower.

I'm trying my best not to bring up what happened last night.

I heard the door open.
I looked down the stairs and it was Jackie "sneaking" in.
"Girl, hurry up and get yo shit together they flight should be landing." I said getting in the shower.

I heard David walk in the bath room.
"Can we talk real quick?" He asked.
"Wassup?" I asked.
"Why was you still texting that nigga after I told you to stop." He said.

"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Stop playing dumb you know what the fuck I mean." He said.
"Why did you go through my phone?" I asked looking at him.
"Because that nigga kept texting you at 6 almost 7 in the morning." He said standing in front of me.

"He's just a friend and at this point you ain't got nothing to worry about." I said smiling.
"Tell that nigga to stop texting you if I don't got shit to worry about." He said looking  at me.

"And if I don't." I said looking up at him  and smiling.
He looked at me. "Tell that nigga you can't text him no more, or you can kiss my sex good bye." He said looking down at me.

"D you are something else." I said looking at him.
"I think you took my second virginity." I said shaking her head.

"Why you say that?" He asked concerned.
"Because my cat was bleeding." I responded.
"It's not gone bleed for a long time, that was probably just a little from last night." He said concerned.
"Yeah I think so." I said looking at him.

"Ok but we not done sweetie, I don't want him texting you I know how niggas are and he seem like of those niggas who is scheming." David said looking at me.

"D I tried to make you my boyfriend but no, you not ready for a girl friend, so why should I have to wait for you?" I asked looking at him.

"Jasmin you're not ready to be with me, you don't know the shit that come with fucking with a nigga like me... if we get together imma always be gone, if we have kids they would always be at risk, and you would always have to be looking over your shoulders... is that what you want for the rest of your life?" He asked.