I'm going through a lot of changes and it got me thinking..
Sometimes I just do certain things and it makes me wonder how you are and the things I've missed.
I know I was terrible person to you.
I truly get that I don't deserve to know any of these things..
You completely deserve a happy and healthy life.
I think Im just missing you.
I have a million things I would tell you if I had the chance.
Though I know that's not going to happen..
As a friend, as a person, I miss you.
I think about how I can't remember the last time I talked to you in person,
Or how I can't remember the last time we texted as friends, and it feels like a punch in the gut.
To this day you are still the person who knows the most about me.
Yet we haven't been in each other's lives for so long. I'm so happy for you, for everything you've accomplished,
for your relationship, for your family.
I'm truly happy for you in every tense of the meaning.
YOU ARE READING
Afraid to Speak
Randomthis started as a way to vent. it has now become the words I couldn't say to, or the ones I did say and no one cared enough to listen to.
