I hate you. Do you realize that? I never forgave you. I never forgot. I remember every hateful word, The jokes that were made. The lies that were told. The hate you spewed. You let every hate me. You let them make me hate myself. You continue to do so. You let them. How am i supposed to move on from the pain if it's still present. Its not you that i'm not over, it's the pain.When your precious friends body shame, When they torment and bully, you turn the fucking cheek. You act like nothings wrong, like we're friends. You act like the last 4 years never happened, but they did happen. You must be really ignorant to the things around you if you can't see that you make me hate me.
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Afraid to Speak
Randomthis started as a way to vent. it has now become the words I couldn't say to, or the ones I did say and no one cared enough to listen to.