pretty sad Peter Parker lol (HIATUS)

•The first of many things•

**trigger warning** there's gonna be suicidal themes in this chapter, and if u don't like it u, can skip this chapter !! Please enjoy!! And cry.. cuz it's rly sad too:((**

Peter opened his eyes to see sunlight streaming through his window. He's still in his Spider-Man suit that he got from Mr. Stark. He looks around the room, and sees the clock; it reads 5:45am and then he remembers what happened.
His eyes start to water, thinking about it.

"Stop it Peter.. p-pull yourself together"

He wiped the few straying tears from his face and stood up. He pressed the spider symbol in the middle of his chest and the suit becomes super loose, he shakes the suit off and gets into the shower.

**time skip brought to u by mwa**

Peter goes to the kitchen, and looks in the cabinet for some cereal. He makes himself a bowl of cereal and sits down at the table. He starts eating, the crunch of the cereal being the only sound in the room.

Soon his thoughts start wondering to May.

I could've saved her
If I was just a little bit faster-
Why did I ask her to come with me-
How could I do that-
What was I thinking-
Why would-
How could I be so stu-
I'm so stupi-
And worthles-
And idioti-
Why would someone want me anywa-
I'm a mess up-
...
Everybody would be better off without me

Peter stands up suddenly, his spoon clanking loudly against his bowl.
He shakes his head as to ward off the horrid thoughts. He walks to the sink with his bowl in hand and washes it.
BUM BUM BUM!!
His phones alarm goes off (it's back in black by AD/DC ofc;)
He looks at it and realizes it's time for school.

School
Ugh I hate that place

He gets his backpack from his room and starts the walk to the bus station.

**another time skip my dudes**

Peter walks up to the school door and sees Ned waiting at the doors. He forces himself to put on a smile, while approaching Ned.

"Hey dude! Guess what?

"What?"

"I got another Star Wars LEGO set!!"

"Aw really? Niceee how many-"
Suddenly the bell rings cutting off Peter.

"Oh shit, sorry Ned I gotta get to class"

Peter and Ned did their handshake before parting for class. As he was walking Peter lets the smile fall of his lips.
Bam!!
Flash pushes him into the lockers.
"Hey! watch it loser. Your so annoying Parker"
Flash sneers at him.

He's just saying what everyone's thinking.

Peter waits for flash to leave, and heads to class. He makes it at the last minute. He sits in his seat and stares at the board and zones out.

Why am I even here ?

The school would be better without me

Ned and MJ would be better without me

I'm useless

"PETER!"
Mr. Harrington yells

Peter snaps out of his daze and looked around the classroom; everyone's gone.