pretty sad Peter Parker lol (HIATUS)

Free?

Peter POV

Peter stepped out of the mans blood, mind in a fuzzy haze.
He faced towards he door.
He knew what layed beyond the door.

Freedom

It had been 3 weeks since he's seen the outside world. To anybody that wouldn't have been very long.. but to Peter it felt like years.
And he felt tired.
Because..
Was it really worth it?
He was nothing. Nobody came for him. He doubted anyone even noticed he was gone.

...

But underneath all the pain, and sadness... there was a flame of determination that led him to take step by step to the door.
It took him a few tries to walk since he lost so much blood.
He reached the door and hesitated.

Do I really deserve to be free?

He felt.. ruined. Like he didn't deserve to live.
I guess in a way..
...
The man actually succeeded.
Peter genuinely felt like he was nothing, like he was a freak.

He shook his head to try and get rid of the thoughts and clenched his jaw.
He grabbed the handle and twisted.

...

He stepped out, and ended in a back alley in queens.
He fell to his knees on the dirty floor and took a long breath.
He could tase and smell everything; the most obvious being the garbage laying around.. but it was so much better then the stale, blood smelly room where he was kept.

(P.S these are his thoughts)
Where am I supposed to go?..
I can't go to Stark Tower... I can't let them see me like this.
I could go-  no that won't work.
There's no where I can go.

Peters looked at his blood incrusted hands, and pushed himself to his feet.
He felt his body move.
He took a left step.
Then a right.
Then a left.
Then a right.
Over and over until he reached the street.

He looked around the dark street, noticing the street lamps.
He looked up at the stars and felt himself go weak.
He felt his body moving downwards and then
...
everything went black.

...

Peter groggily opened his eyes, trying to adjust to the light above him. He slowly sat up, alarmed at his new surroundings.
He was on a bed in a nice cozy bedroom, all of his wounds were wrapped up.
He was actually tempted to just lay back down and fall asleep, but decided it would be better to find out where he was.

"O-oh you're up."

Peters head whipped to the young lady in the door way.
She was quite small in stature and seemed to be no older than late twenties, but had a kind gentle look on her face.
Peter managed to croak out,
"W-where am I-I?"

She gave him a warm smile.
"I found you collapsed on the side of the street as I was driving by. You had a lot of really bad injuries, that I'm really concerned about... but I couldn't just leave you there."

Peter had a surprised look on his face.

"O-oh thank y-you."

She hesitated before continuing speaking.

"My names Christina, Christina Palmer. I'm actually a doctor, so.. I treated your wounds to the best of my ability. Bu- but there was just so many. I'm sorry if I didn't get to all of them"

She looked down as if she was really disappointed in herself.
Peters eyes widened.

"Wha- no! No! Thank you so much! I probably would be dead by now if it weren't for you!"

She let out a chuckle.

"Now your probably just giving me to much credit... but on a serious note.. I don't want to pry but those wounds.. they were really bad and didn't seem accidental. So- I don't.. I have a friend, well it's actually kind of complicated.. anyways! Um his name is Stephen Strange. He's a really good surgeon. And I'm not saying that you need surgery! But when you feel like it, I think it would be best if he were to check you out."

Peter smiled at how she rambled nervously.

"O-of course. W-whatever you think i-is best.

She let out a sigh of relief.
"Oh thank god. I was really scared you would turn me down.. oh! Also do you want me to call anyone for you? Like a parent or a family member?"

Peters smile immediately vanished from his face and he looked down at his hands.
He shook his head.

Her eyes widened in sympathy.
"O-oh I'm so sorry! It alright you can stay with me until you get back on your feet."

Peter looked back up at her and manages to give her a soft smile.

"Thanks"

ahHH okkk sooo I'm SO SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE!!
schools been really crazy as of late and I'm kinda going through some family stuff.
BUT I HOPE YOU LIKED THIS CHAPTER.
I also hope you liked what I did there.
*wink wink*
I wanted to add in another character that wasn't a really big MAIN character, ya know ?
Anyways I really like Christina cuz like idk she just seemed rly nice in the Dr Strange movie.
Anywayssss I feel like spideypool is gonna come up in the next few chapters so stay tuned for that!
And well that's it.

-lily:)